I've begged God for forgiveness, but I won't know till the day I die if He has truly forgiven me ... I've paid my dues to society by serving my long sentence, but perhaps I haven't earned His indulgence Oh my God, I've lived so many different lives!I survived Pablo Escobar Gaviria, El Patrn (The Boss), and it was the strength of his indomitable spirit that kept me going all these years; I don't ...