Am I aware of the process of thinking?

"e;Is thought detrimental? - 15 August 1965 Why does one seek pleasure? Can the mind only face facts and not thought? Why have I never said, 'Thought is poison,' to myself? Meeting something one doesn't know, facing something which has no answer. Acting without knowing. What is a state of mind which is silent? Time is detrimental. Are we twisting everything to our core of pleasure?"e;