„Book of Mirrors“

Ylva

I waited for the inspiration

which book should be newly created,
and with your guidance and help, the following will soon be done:

I have two books in my new publishing

The Book of Shadows ...

The book of mirrors ...

... about dreams, knowledge of people, dogs, upbringing, work, also with colleagues, art, gained knowledge and maturity

Imprint

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© 2021 Heike Thieme

Manufactured and published by BoD - Books on Demand GmbH, Norderstedt,

ISBN 978-3-7543-8998-0

Illustration in togetherness

with Dan Magnus Lundgren

People love to tell other people when they have taken the initiative in some other job, maybe to find them, and got the GREAT BUS DRIVER DRIVER'S LICENSE ... huahh hahahahah and I tell you ... Huah Huah Huah they are REALLY no big specials, aren't they even smart so proud to say this was something smart?

I saw how a small long bus drove around and followed it, a small, white, longer bus with the label "driving school" and knew that all these brilliant job seekers only drive around in an idiotic vehicle that looks like a better disabled bus which people are transported to the workshops? What was it good for me to see how ridiculous this driving school bus really looked, huah, huah, huah.

And now I shouldn't come across an inflated wife of such a bus driver anymore, even though she sits idly in the nest at home, or I'll collapse from laughter! OHHH LITTLE BIT!

But it can't really be fun to be a bus driver either.

No, actually I had said this directly to such a bus driver recently and was quite ironic. But now they have lost the game in every upcoming variant!

I heard the balloon burst nearby, and another, and another, and another!

Four balloons. I say the league bus drivers may never come to this triumph of being seen as civil servants or city employees, but more as clowns, their desire to puff up in front of me has been as lost as the freckles on their daughters' faces because they get thicker and thicker and the freckles unfortunately had to fade ... hihi

I need summer back soon and a long summer night with weather lights to forget those faces. The bus driver's wife was purely arrogant. And the man is sent to walk the dog from time to time and then they want to hear all the latest from me. But I just hold back.

I have growing greening on my face, I meet him again.

Summer is coming, hold out.

I remember the last and last feeling when I said to the woman, "You may like it when the dogs say hello, but you don't want people to come and talk to you." Maybe better that way. I orient myself towards those who can take it by growing their hair, they take it with a better sense of humor.

There are a few,

sometimes hair up to the ass,

sometimes red and blond and dark.

I feel like the bald people feel very marginalized

almost unmanly even just before the elections.

I can see me driving the local bus, asking people hard questions and laugh at their confused faces.

Driving the local bus, asking people hard questions and laugh at their confused faces.

That was what I did, if I was a busdriver, talking about the hair, and why not bake a cake, and change the mode of shoes, and then where to go to the dentist, and ask who visiting the weekend again, and how are their kids....some of them then would start to hang up in the living room listen to Heike the whole day in the bus driving around, in and out. Miauw! You win the big price as most popular bus driver. I would directly start to give the people from the East to West good advices - for example quit the schools, leave the workshops, let the parents behind, move to other places, give up the husbands and wives, let the children do what they want, eat no more meat, throw away the smartphones and TV, walk on foot, buy a dog and go with him, leave the doctors alone and heal by yourself, sleep longer, calm down the stress, abundance for peace, fuck the ashole, throw away the family stoff, leave the church, drink some good tea, back bread, never follow the leader, .....

That would really damage the poor, innocent people, of course you would have to quit if they really listened. I mean they would all enter in the psychiatry.

To be poor AND innocent, maybe is a problem that never anyone had solved before.

So sad, this way it is a risk for women to pray of better worlds sameway as if Men would do it.

Preachers are not the best to the world. No better world, now when the great minds has shaped it so well.

They be in a such ego and arrogance pretend to be the wiseness of all and God made, that they oversee, the single person that might not understand his point of view. That is irreversitile, irreal and vain but no helping out the folks.

Can we really judge a MAN talking to HIS god???

However I use to talk to such people about my own humor, and youth, and same about the historic facts. And the response?

Then they do as all do, they mourn, and beg for understanding, the christians were followed all over, then I do hurry saying they do polarise everywhere in the world, then I go further my way.

Maybe it is all good to look in to people's faces and guess, how they behave maybe in five years.

I've always been bad at guessing. Who ever knew when people do mostly only dream of something that is their future. The best always would be never loose trust in the people, and then find the best that will confirm and do it together against the look in to the storm.

Loud protest, silent diplomacy

Weighing up different conflicts of interest

to represent knowledge in this world

make it visible to all

but protected instead of taken away from others

not to be relegated to other worlds

what doesn’t belong to the wrong hands

it is easy to act or to share happiness

and to decide things

and undermine regularities

and an angel who just plays the big girl

the winners of a game bedded in madness

and playful pastime about plastic things

constantly looking for new worlds to do with new seas and new jobs.

Wish you a good day

with hot silver rain,

as long as we have the scales

which followed ashore.

As long as the one and other

still cares for the one he is his mother

and we all do solve our problem together

instead to see as lonely wolves

that those problems won't bother!

The many fairytales they teach us children is the bad princess that wants a prince for being rich and find a step on his throne.

And I still say, that the old fairies have the worthy truth all time, like I can see that little manlike pope in Italy small, nearly naked, barheaded seems like a little blond Daisy or Blondie or Pop singer doll on his golden throne, that wanted that power and all the money they can give, cost what wanted even the abuse of the whole world and eat it all up.

The divine poop...pope, I mean

I mean then they do all sit on the pope's golden toilets and do have only the golden stored nuggets to bite on. That seems to be the best reason to become a dentist. Like I'm reading a comic titled 'Lucifer',

seems to be the lucky one that does not think very much about that awful happening in the world but just asit in this armchair with a bottle redwine every night and relax by knowing that they can't give a shit on what is happening.

For that I won't enter such a drinkers'pub anymore before knowing why I should do it, and would only drink a single beer by knowing what to talk about. That made it much more comfortable now live so far from the inner city, and not to meet the drunks anymore.

Pub's and churches are overrated, as well as the church does offer his open doors sometimes at the same time the drunks have their freetime, get well drunk and then spend a midnight mess.

Drinks and company plus music.

But You know why I don't accept these places, and all the rubbish around is for they make party all about even the fact that people in their circles die, and suicide, but they still hold on then and party!

That made these people so awful and less and less sympathical to me. The musicians okay, they need the money and must express themselves because they do own this talent.

I never really understood spending time in noise and spending a lot of money to get drunk and just feel bad the next morning. That is altime the thousand reasons to say "No". People seek company, even when it doesn't give them anything.

I mean clear said, they do really give up a part of their mind and healthy thinking so called get close to vanity and desease to fall and fall and not many to collect and summarize again to come back to normalty. I know when they explained me that then their one and only compagnion they realize and not the truth is the imganitation of a huge glass of beer and when they only watch houses in the road, and then see passing windows open when just the ladies hold a glass beer prepared to drink every second they had the longing for. That is pretty weird at last!!!

Like those "colleges" who be called their workmates, and friends of a "lifetime" I told them before they opened their dirty mouthes, that they can lick my ass, and that I ain't interested in listen to their bad truths about the other that ain't close to them talking, that they can steal away and they never understood what real friendship ever meant.

They just don't know what to do with their existance.

But it ain't be filled after drinking, because all is just the TRY to fill something into a body that seems to be so empty, but not realize there is the trick that it all comes out again.

Donald 'Amigo Don' Johnson

Ecuador John – The Treasure Hunter!

We thought would be good with some kind of Twitter manifestation. This days our nice pirate friend and adventurer has passed. This time I am so speechless, maybe You will find the right words to our friend.

I join in. The everytime joy reading Donald 'Amigo Don' Johnsons tweets and comments brought smiles and laughs, always giving of himself to make a brighter day. And reading that little rant of HandyDandyBrandyGubbaRumCoffee was like a little happy spell!

like he found to his own hammock over the paradise ocean...

like mummy does hold him finally back in her arms...

like all the friends still keep on his golden words...

like none would ever forget

how to fight through the everyday

when see what he as pirate has done...

like he would crumble in the white sand as Turtle egg

and shall soon to be seen again...

like we all miss his friendly voice, because he was so fatherly...

like who ever knows when to meet such an adventurer again...

like we let him go, but once soon will reach him in our best dreams...

Blessings from us all

Do you want to know how I seem to remember that old dentist was called by name?

He was called "Vongerichten" that is in long therm said "Von Gerichten" that meant translated "By Law" - do tell you that man and dentist that tells as a doctor the people always the truth "by Law"?

He warned us by that fact, that is the opposite what has come on the business market, and that is the opposite of health that the doctors will sell and this word he insisted was meant "If I tell you something than this and By Law as well as that is my name."

The Medicine sold today is in every part a selling out the sick people's health with lies, to make the big money, and be warned which one you give your trust, and what he tried to sell you with his BIG BUISNESS smile.

Meaning the dentists wants customers.

And that mister Vongerichten took me once to come for a ride with his horses. And we rode off, that was fun. But he didn't tell me that last part of the way the horses did already know as the part to run like grazy from the spot on. And I just noticed how they turned off and had to stay in the saddle until the end of the speed. That was fun. But told me to learn critically from life! That meant not to expect and wait there is somebody coming along to warn all the people what cheaters and tries are on the market of the world, but it is everybodies own turn to find out with intellence and look behind the scene and be well critically in order to be aware of such and such and such a wonder that ain't be true! That way I was not warned to be aware that the horse will run under my saddle but to realize that it really happened, and I must take it for true, and be warned by myself, when the words and lies go running out of the people's running mouthes. If I had the believe that everything will be fine, then I would once be afraid to see, that some did play their game with you as much as they wanted. There is not for real one like Jesus that appeared the sheep in the mass to be warned of the dangers and lies and things. No, that ain't happen! To be mature enough to see through and act against the manipulation is the credo of the future or the people will drown.

This functions by the lie that the stupid held people use all the way through that stupid toothpasta with fluoride in it, that quickly destroy all the rests of each tooth in months and so nearly all of the people do wear prothesis in their mouths after twenty years of use of fluorid toothpasta.

They smile and count their money and do not tell the people that fluorid is very unhealthy and hinders functions in the brain, because it is metal poison.

But every dentist I've had said it should be fluorid in toothpaste.

Dear every business man tells you the best products that made the people to be the idiots to bring them the money, that once an old dentist told us when we were young.

You see, our friends in Canada finally made their wish come true and really found to the life in nature. But they are really the less than one percent who can manage this.

The sad thing to fall in to a believe in that dream to make life simple made them all to kids in the hands of "God" but for real they made their life more than expected quiet very much more difficult.

Depending on others and on dangerous influencers made it altime problematic.

You see, the liars system only wants to those who start to realize and react mature against their lie, to fall in loneliness and doubts in between, and feel alone with it, but that is not true, there are many many more nowadays they do get that informations.

I believe that someone that tells me to be at the edge that I do most time understand how he feels, that is naturally.

The music business is a jungle

Hahahaha what a stupid show. The eurovision song contest...

They are all in all idiots that confuse the meaning if they stand in the flash light that the viewers and future costumer will believe they lived and gave the show of a socalled own "story", but they have no story. Fast food music, that is seemingly the level of anorexic models on the runway, poor people really.

I mean who really did have a honest offering of his lifelong voice and feeling, his talent, and proving that he has got the message to help the people and teach them to find out of a crise, like our irisih friend Carlos does, is really different.

But it's like a fantasy movie, people like the big show and not needed to think it through, because that seems they are not chosen to be "loved" by a publicum, but they were just minimum talented good looking models that were chosen by a music industry.

It's sad, and I say that the real talented ones, never agreed to join that farce. They don't need that.

They know people will hear the difference.I mean watching a wild grown dancing publicum down to my knees to worship me up there, while I see them all weird in the heads filled with extasy and loose the total control of their lives, but the few of them ever thought longer than five minutes about one music text?

But it's a desperation too, artists in need of work might jump on that train trying to get a paying career. No, texts are not their interest in songs.

But it is with all the tryings and newstarts in life, these ones that took their time, to think it all over, were the best, and held to be seen as quality. All the qick starters were those to be forgotten fast.

You just have a talk to them, and two days after that was it. I am not born to be the groupy for such asholes.

The big crooks are still the music companies.

But the payers behind it are the dictatorships from Dubai. That's a fact, they bought the music business, they are the same shitheads like the football area moguls.

Yes, that has always taught the people in german said "Schuster stays at your groin" or "Schuster bleib bei deinen Leisten", "Skomakare, bli vid din läst..."

Change something!

You pile up and hamster for life's profit, go a new way not everyday climbs a new mountain, experiences a new piece of significant music, not every day a man enjoyed another woman,suits polygamy with the risk falling back to the start tried to see his own mother!

To all foxes, snipes, dogs, camels: Got me in spring!

Last moves of music industry evidence.

Who masturbates a lot hears bad,

why music gets worse everyday,

morning a porn for the joint the day is your friend

second at noon day goes on,

third in the evening go behind bars.

Blessings from Your friends, and Happy Caffurday!!!

I love you

then let the sun shine where ever you go

it's the sun's way to pee on us all

she may have the right to

her pee is clear water to drink for all of us

we appreciate her effort

makes the babies grow

she is that humor of our sky

she is often to be seen, so she meant it good with us

floating around as she wants in her own pace

and going up and down

she is riding the sky

just for fun

just for being here!

Unterstützung dieser Bemühungen

machte die Leute gesehen

die studieren und gemobbt werden

die die Zeichen in der Politik verstecken

wer ignorierte den "anderen"

wir sind entschlossen, den Hass zu stoppen

denn wir sehen Euch!!!

Supporting this effort

make the people being seen

who study and being bullied

who hide the signs in politics

who ignored the "other"

we are commited to stop the hate

cause WE SEE YOU!!!

A consequence faithing each other

is not to push this through

what is called busy identify crime

commit to build save harbours

an every silence

a flourish of hate can't be taken away!

Silence is complicity

grief is all known as universal

but so is hope

we love to be contageous

we hold these truths to be selfevident

we can't let the foundation of this nation

to be taken to be eaten away

to turn around and hold this together!

We noticed that there is a new name in the German-speaking area, the "Impfneid", the socalled "Vaccinate envy", now we will shout in future, "Look here, how nice, Adelheid and Impfneid are coming!"

"Menstrual envy" - this thesis states that it was the men who always went to war because, like women, they could not bleed.

When trumpets sound like "Umpfta Umpfta Täterä!" Now it sounds like "Vaccinated Vaccinated Täterä!" so "Geimpfte Geimpfte Täterä!"

During the epidemic, people had to withdraw sexually to such an extent that it is believed that greed would lead to a rise in the birth rate.

The man suddenly feels asked again after the lockdowns, he seems a bit like the amphibian on the Galapagos Island. There is still the "Ziss man", those who come into the world as men and feel like men, disinformed, disinterested when it comes to women.

But also the "Sun King" on the island, where everyone runs around naked and only does what he wants ...

The pandemic is "fear porn", which is why the war of fears is called "Krieg and Angst to - Kringst".

To be king is to trot "on horseback" to roam among the crowd, to wear pointed shoes with bells, to claim the throne only for oneself, to be addressed by the mob only in the third person, to wear fantasy medals made of pure gold, many to make senseless decrees, to take carriage rides, to indulge in omnipotent fantasies and to swim in arrogance.

Most of them only have the urge to find a partner in order to be sexually active with him because they have not yet experienced the "enlightenment" of loving themselves than to satisfy themselves as the person during masturbation love them the most. Anyone who has misunderstood this and is shagging around like crazy is more or less engaged in the ex relationship and the new one at the same time, and before marrying the new partner, quickly relate to the ex again.

We have a brilliant and depressive intellectual speaker of comedy style Thorsten Sträter, that has damn much humor to comment our society, and old stoff, and those things being said, but he gives it all his many own meaninings, and he remembers of that old stoff, and old Art, and actings, and tells the Google kids many things about real life.

He is transforming the old values to the nowadays emptiness.

He does this since a pretty long while and still owns his ideas.

That's pretty strong.

We have many of those people.

Women are coming to that circle too.

I see that many girls now try to show as much 'attitude' as the boys, making them assholes as well.

When I remember that I was younger maybe fourty years then we had that one or other who did political cabaret, but nowadays they are many hundreds more, even each rapper, and a person with selfesteem, fresh from school, all of them.

For good and bad.

Sure that all those very kind of prominent people are producing illusions in the heads, and I agree that not everybody holds himself to be a genious really will be and earn money with become a STAR. But that is not the matter of fact, the real matter is that the people do learn to reflect by listening, and sharing opinions, and give there own to talk things out loud, and be strong to say, not to be the clowns they supposed to be.

The more spread in many layers the better.

But in real we all would profit more if we let more women come to talk and lead in many positions, then we had better income, and would balance things better, to become equally, then if the Men and God will would realize that then the too big and very tiny penisses would fall from the sky and a great deal of ballast would fall from their hearts!

But as I said it yesterday, as mature person I insist and agree that the real changes don't come by force and break through with a revolution, and not a fast carrier, and even not by willing that the big wishes come true, these are only the wishes of the little princess and has not style, because there is altime needed the own power and steady creativity that example to give it away all day and night and then parallel see the fruits of the work, that thoughts and willing come true by working them out.

Funny I had the bandits of all in one same thought of informing me as pregnant with my son, such a long time ago, and now saw all eleven of them in one group jammring in Handcuffs along the drugstreet of Schleswig, all of them, that gave me a nice picture, that way to see them all again, and be aware they all needed a prison cell indeed. Drug addicted have the seemingly problem to hurry up with their dissolving in drug abuse, but come to prison before dissappearing at all.

Some are saved by it. Many just continues. They hurry up to dissolve, because before they could be arrested. No single junkie wishes to end in a cell.

Apologize for what?

Again today I was walking back from the tour home, when I had a look to an open window under the rooftop of a small house, where again such a thick, very young, stupid, dark hairy and naive girl had the window wide open and played her one man show singing and feeling "sexy" for her fairy prince.... Ohhhh Dear! she had the same age, and big size, and naivity like that girl from here on the other side of the road, I nearly had to look twice that it was not her again, that stripped on her window. I really said, this here is deepest province.

This the same thing just with a picture what would I apologize for?????

A pattern repeating all over? Maybe yes, so to see.

Hard to watch. Guess I would like to tell them a few words.

That's up to you as long your true to yourself is all that counts.

See if any thoughts roots in their minds This province town here has before the tradition to punish them who behave so and they will now stand in line to fuck her I promise, that she will be dune and drunk within the next four years. This happens often like that in Schleswig. Sickening.

That is so messed up. No comments. better not have daughters in this area.

People looking the other way or join in to use it, and all those sluts who are their mothers, without any consciousness. A system of bad circles.