When he awakened he found, to his surprise, that his companion
had departed. A trail in the sand led off to the north. There was
no water in that direction. Cameron shrugged his shoulders; it was
not his affair; he had his own problems. And straightway he forgot
his strange visitor.
Cameron began his day, grateful for the solitude that was now
unbroken, for the canyon-furrowed and cactus-spired scene that now
showed no sign of life. He traveled southwest, never straying far
from the dry stream bed; and in a desultory way, without eagerness,
he hunted for signs of gold.
The work was toilsome, yet the periods of rest in which he
indulged were not taken because of fatigue. He rested to look, to
listen, to feel. What the vast silent world meant to him had always
been a mystical thing, which he felt in all its incalculable power,
but never understood.
That day, while it was yet light, and he was digging in a moist
white-bordered wash for water, he was brought sharply up by hearing
the crack of hard hoofs on stone. There down the canyon came a man
and a burro. Cameron recognized them.
"Hello, friend," called the man, halting. "Our trails crossed
again. That's good."
"Hello," replied Cameron, slowly. "Any mineral sign to-day?"
"No."
They made camp together, ate their frugal meal, smoked a pipe,
and rolled in their blankets without exchanging many words. In the
morning the same reticence, the same aloofness characterized the
manner of both. But Cameron's companion, when he had packed his
burro and was ready to start, faced about and said: "We might stay
together, if it's all right with you."
"I never take a partner," replied Cameron.
"You're alone; I'm alone," said the other, mildly. "It's a big
place. If we find gold there'll be enough for two."
"I don't go down into the desert for gold alone," rejoined
Cameron, with a chill note in his swift reply.
His companion's deep-set, luminous eyes emitted a singular
flash. It moved Cameron to say that in the years of his wandering
he had met no man who could endure equally with him the blasting
heat, the blinding dust storms, the wilderness of sand and rock and
lava and cactus, the terrible silence and desolation of the desert.
Cameron waved a hand toward the wide, shimmering, shadowy descent
of plain and range. "I may strike through the Sonora Desert. I may
head for Pinacate or north for the Colorado Basin. You are an old
man."
"I don't know the country, but to me one place is the same as
another," replied his companion. for moments he seemed to forget
himself, and swept his far-reaching gaze out over the colored gulf
of stone and sand. Then with gentle slaps he drove his burro in
behind Cameron. "Yes, I'm old. I'm lonely, too. It's come to me
just lately. but, friend, I can still travel, and for a few days my
company won't hurt you."
"Have it your way," said Cameron.
They began a slow march down into the desert. At sunset they
camped under the lee of a low mesa. Cameron was glad his comrade
had the Indian habit of silence. Another day's travel found the
prospectors deep in the wilderness. Then there came a breaking of
reserve, noticeable in the elder man, almost imperceptibly gradual
in Cameron. Beside the meager mesquite campfire this gray-faced,
thoughtful old prospector would remove his black pipe from his
mouth to talk a little; and Cameron would listen, and sometimes
unlock his lips to speak a word. And so, as Cameron began to
respond to the influence of a desert less lonely than habitual, he
began to take keener note of his comrade, and found him different
from any other he had ever encountered in the wilderness. This man
never grumbled at the heat, the glare, the driving sand, the sour
water, the scant fare. During the daylight hours he was seldom
idle. At night he sat dreaming before the fire or paced to and fro
in the gloom. He slept but little, and that long after Cameron had
had his own rest. He was tireless, patient, brooding.
Cameron's awakened interest brought home to him the realization
that for years he had shunned companionship. In those years only
three men had wandered into the desert with him, and these had left
their bones to bleach in the shifting sands. Cameron had not cared
to know their secrets. But the more he studied this latest comrade
the more he began to suspect that he might have missed something in
the others. In his own driving passion to take his secret into the
limitless abode of silence and desolation, where he could be alone
with it, he had forgotten that life dealt shocks to other men.
Somehow this silent comrade reminded him.
One afternoon late, after they had toiled up a white, winding
wash of sand and gravel, they came upon a dry waterhole. Cameron
dug deep into the sand, but without avail. He was turning to
retrace weary steps back to the last water when his comrade asked
him to wait. Cameron watched him search in his pack and bring forth
what appeared to be a small, forked branch of a peach tree. He
grasped the prongs of the fork and held them before him with the
end standing straight out, and then he began to walk along the
stream bed. Cameron, at first amused, then amazed, then pitying,
and at last curious, kept pace with the prospector. He saw a strong
tension of his comrade's wrists, as if he was holding hard against
a considerable force. The end of the peach branch began to quiver
and turn. Cameron reached out a hand to touch it, and was astounded
at feeling a powerful vibrant force pulling the branch downward. He
felt it as a magnetic shock. The branch kept turning, and at length
pointed to the ground.
"Dig here," said the prospector.
"What!" ejaculated Cameron. Had the man lost his mind?
Then Cameron stood by while his comrade dug in the sand. Three
feet he dug—four—five, and the sand grew dark, then moist. At six
feet water began to seep through.
"Get the little basket in my pack," he said.
Cameron complied, and saw his comrade drop the basket into the
deep hole, where it kept the sides from caving in and allowed the
water to seep through. While Cameron watched, the basket filled. Of
all the strange incidents of his desert career this was the
strangest. Curiously he picked up the peach branch and held it as
he had seen it held. The thing, however, was dead in his hands.
"I see you haven't got it," remarked his comrade. "Few men
have."
"Got what?" demanded Cameron.
"A power to find water that way. Back in Illinois an old German
used to do that to locate wells. He showed me I had the same power.
I can't explain. But you needn't look so dumfounded. There's
nothing supernatural about it."
"You mean it's a simple fact—that some men have a magnetism, a
force or power to find water as you did?"
"Yes. It's not unusual on the farms back in Illinois, Ohio,
Pennsylvania. The old German I spoke of made money traveling round
with his peach fork."
"What a gift for a man in the desert!"
Cameron's comrade smiled—the second time in all those days.
They entered a region where mineral abounded, and their march
became slower. Generally they took the course of a wash, one on
each side, and let the burros travel leisurely along nipping at the
bleached blades of scant grass, or at sage or cactus, while they
searched in the canyons and under the ledges for signs of gold.
When they found any rock that hinted of gold they picked off a
piece and gave it a chemical test. The search was fascinating. They
interspersed the work with long, restful moments when they looked
afar down the vast reaches and smoky shingles to the line of dim
mountains. Some impelling desire, not all the lure of gold, took
them to the top of mesas and escarpments; and here, when they had
dug and picked, they rested and gazed out at the wide prospect.
Then, as the sun lost its heat and sank lowering to dent its red
disk behind far-distant spurs, they halted in a shady canyon or
likely spot in a dry wash and tried for water. When they found it
they unpacked, gave drink to the tired burros, and turned them
loose. Dead mesquite served for the campfire. While the strange
twilight deepened into weird night they sat propped against stones,
with eyes on the dying embers of the fire, and soon they lay on the
sand with the light of white stars on their dark faces.
Each succeeding day and night Cameron felt himself more and more
drawn to this strange man. He found that after hours of burning
toil he had insensibly grown nearer to his comrade. He reflected
that after a few weeks in the desert he had always become a
different man. In civilization, in the rough mining camps, he had
been a prey to unrest and gloom. but once down on the great
billowing sweep of this lonely world, he could look into his
unquiet soul without bitterness. Did not the desert magnify men?
Cameron believed that wild men in wild places, fighting cold, heat,
starvation, thirst, barrenness, facing the elements in all their
ferocity, usually retrograded, descended to the savage, lost all
heart and soul and became mere brutes. Likewise he believed that
men wandering or lost in the wilderness often reversed that brutal
order of life and became noble, wonderful, super-human. So now he
did not marvel at a slow stir stealing warmer along his veins, and
at the premonition that perhaps he and this man, alone on the
desert, driven there by life's mysterious and remorseless motive,
were to see each other through God's eyes.
His companion was one who thought of himself last. It humiliated
Cameron that in spite of growing keenness he could not hinder him
from doing more than an equal share of the day's work. The man was
mild, gentle, quiet, mostly silent, yet under all his softness he
seemed to be made of the fiber of steel. Cameron could not thwart
him. Moreover, he appeared to want to find gold for Cameron, not
for himself. Cameron's hands always trembled at the turning of rock
that promised gold; he had enough of the prospector's passion for
fortune to thrill at the chance of a strike. But the other never
showed the least trace of excitement.
One night they were encamped at the head of a canyon. The day
had been exceedingly hot, and long after sundown the radiation of
heat from the rocks persisted. A desert bird whistled a wild,
melancholy note from a dark cliff, and a distant coyote wailed
mournfully. The stars shone white until the huge moon rose to burn
out all their whiteness. And on this night Cameron watched his
comrade, and yielded to interest he had not heretofore voiced.
"Pardner, what drives you into the desert?"
"Do I seem to be a driven man?"
"No. But I feel it. Do you come to forget?"
"Yes."
"Ah!" softly exclaimed Cameron. Always he seemed to have known
that. He said no more. He watched the old man rise and begin his
nightly pace to and fro, up and down. With slow, soft tread,
forward and back, tirelessly and ceaselessly, he paced that beat.
He did not look up at the stars or follow the radiant track of the
moon along the canyon ramparts. He hung his head. He was lost in
another world. It was a world which the lonely desert made real. He
looked a dark, sad, plodding figure, and somehow impressed Cameron
with the helplessness of men.
Cameron grew acutely conscious of the pang in his own breast, of
the fire in his heart, the strife and torment of his passion-driven
soul. He had come into the desert to remember a woman. She appeared
to him then as she had looked when first she entered his life—a
golden-haired girl, blue-eyed, white-skinned, red-lipped, tall and
slender and beautiful. He had never forgotten, and an old,
sickening remorse knocked at his heart. He rose and climbed out of
the canyon and to the top of a mesa, where he paced to and fro and
looked down into the weird and mystic shadows, like the darkness of
his passion, and farther on down the moon track and the glittering
stretches that vanished in the cold, blue horizon. The moon soared
radiant and calm, the white stars shone serene. The vault of heaven
seemed illimitable and divine. The desert surrounded him,
silver-streaked and black-mantled, a chaos of rock and sand,
silent, austere, ancient, always waiting. It spoke to Cameron. It
was a naked corpse, but it had a soul. In that wild solitude the
white stars looked down upon him pitilessly and pityingly. They had
shone upon a desert that might once have been alive and was now
dead, and might again throb with life, only to die. It was a
terrible ordeal for him to stand along and realize that he was only
a man facing eternity. But that was what gave him strength to
endure. Somehow he was a part of it all, some atom in that
vastness, somehow necessary to an inscrutable purpose, something
indestructible in that desolate world of ruin and death and decay,
something perishable and changeable and growing under all the
fixity of heaven. In that endless, silent hall of desert there was
a spirit; and Cameron felt hovering near him what he imagined to be
phantoms of peace.
He returned to camp and sought his comrade.
"I reckon we're two of a kind," he said. "It was a woman who
drove me into the desert. But I come to remember. The desert's the
only place I can do that."
"Was she your wife?" asked the elder man.
"No."
A long silence ensued. A cool wind blew up the canyon, sifting
the sand through the dry sage, driving away the last of the
lingering heat. The campfire wore down to a ruddy ashen heap.
"I had a daughter," said Cameron's comrade. "She lost her mother
at birth. And I—I didn't know how to bring up a girl. She was
pretty and gay. It was the—the old story."
His words were peculiarly significant to Cameron. They
distressed him. He had been wrapped up in his remorse. If ever in
the past he had thought of any one connected with the girl he had
wronged he had long forgotten. But the consequences of such wrong
were far-reaching. They struck at the roots of a home. Here in the
desert he was confronted by the spectacle of a splendid man, a
father, wasting his life because he could not forget—because there
was nothing left to live for. Cameron understood better now why his
comrade was drawn by the desert.
"Well, tell me more?" asked Cameron, earnestly.
"It was the old, old story. My girl was pretty and free. The
young bucks ran after her. I guess she did not run away from them.
And I was away a good deal—working in another town. She was in love
with a wild fellow. I knew nothing of it till too late. He was
engaged to marry her. But he didn't come back. And when the
disgrace became plain to all, my girl left home. She went West.
After a while I heard from her. She was well—working—living for her
baby. A long time passed. I had no ties. I drifted West. Her lover
had also gone West. In those days everybody went West. I trailed
him, intending to kill him. But I lost his trail. Neither could I
find any trace of her. She had moved on, driven, no doubt, by the
hound of her past. Since then I have taken to the wilds, hunting
gold on the desert."
"Yes, it's the old, old story, only sadder, I think," said
Cameron; and his voice was strained and unnatural. "Pardner, what
Illinois town was it you hailed from?"
"Peoria."
"And your—your name?" went on Cameron huskily.
"Warren—Jonas Warren."
That name might as well have been a bullet. Cameron stood erect,
motionless, as men sometimes stand momentarily when shot straight
through the heart. In an instant, when thoughts resurged like
blinding flashes of lightning through his mind, he was a swaying,
quivering, terror-stricken man. He mumbled something hoarsely and
backed into the shadow. But he need not have feared discovery,
however surely his agitation might have betrayed him. Warren sat
brooding over the campfire, oblivious of his comrade, absorbed in
the past.
Cameron swiftly walked away in the gloom, with the blood
thrumming thick in his ears, whispering over and over:
"Merciful God! Nell was his daughter!"