Contents
About the Book
Title Page
Dedication
Epigraph
Part One
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Part Two
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Part Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Acknowledgments
Copyright
About the Book
I turned to Luke and reached for him. My blood felt as though it had seized up in my veins.
“Lanny, what is it?” Luke asked.
I clutched his lapel desperately
“It’s Adair. He’s free.”
FOR 200 YEARS SHE’S BEEN HIDING
He gave her immortality.
She tried to destroy him.
Now he is searching for her.
They must not meet.
Or there will be a RECKONING
‘Spookily Captivating’ marie claire
For my mother and siblings, Linda, Diana and John
“You’ll always be dear to me, Beast. I’m truly your friend. But I don’t think I shall ever be able to marry you.”
“You’re my only joy,” said Beast. “I’d die without you. Promise, at least, that you’ll never leave.”
—Beauty and the Beast, Madame Leprince de Beaumont
PART ONE
ONE
LONDON
WE WERE NEARLY at the Victoria and Albert Museum when we saw the crowds spilling out of the entrance and across Cromwell Street, forcing our taxi to stop in the middle of the road. The driver turned to shrug at me and Luke as though to say we could go no farther as hundreds of people streamed toward the arched entry in a blur of color and movement like a school of fish. All there to see my exhibit.
I stepped from the cab, unable to wait a second more, and my eye was drawn immediately to the tall banner hanging overhead. Lost Treasures of the Nineteenth Century, it read, the dark print striking against the shimmering orange background. Beneath the words was an image of a lady’s fan, extended to show the white satin stretched over whalebone ribs, its leash made of silk cord with a tassel curved upward like a tiger’s tail. More treasured than the painted lilies and golden roses on the front of the fan were these words scrawled by hand on its lining:
Man’s love is of man’s life a thing apart, ’tis woman’s whole existence.
—Byron
The museum had singled out this rather small and intimate object as the crown jewel of the collection and featured it on the banner and in advertisements, bypassing works by master craftsmen and artists, and rare ethnic antiques from the Silk Road. I could well imagine the excitement of the museum worker who found the words and signature of George Gordon Noel, Lord Byron on the back of this obscure little fan.
The fan was precious to me, and I’d never meant to part with it. But when we were packing up boxes to send anonymously to the V&A (shipped through my lawyer to make them untraceable back to me), I’d set it aside to return to its place on the mantel, and Luke boxed it up, thinking it a straggler from the dusty stacks of hoarded mementos to be cleared out. I wanted to get it back, but it was too late: we couldn’t think of a way to ask the museum to return it without opening the door to questions.
That fan was one of the few gifts that Jonathan, my love of a lifetime, had ever given to me. After fleeing Boston, we wound up in Pisa. It was so hot that summer that Jonathan, tired of hearing me complain about the heat in our airless room at the inn, bought me the fan to cool myself. It was very fancy, meant for formal occasions, and not really suitable for my humble circumstances. But he had no idea about ladies’ fashions and no experience courting, as he’d always been the one who was pursued, and so I treasured his gift all the more for being proof that he really did love me, for he had tried to please me.
As for the inscription on the back, Byron had written these words as secret solace to me, for the many times I had to hide behind my fan and say nothing as Italian ladies threw themselves at Jonathan right before my eyes. But that was in 1822, a long time ago. He was gone now and had been for three months.
I was still looking up at the banner when Luke finished paying and stepped from the cab. “Ready to go, Lanny?” he asked, sliding a hand confidently to the small of my back to steer me through the crowd. His eyes were glazed with excitement. “It’s an amazing turnout. Who would’ve thought so many people would be interested in the stuff from your living room?” he joked, for he knew full well what marvels I’d kept to myself for so long.
We maneuvered our way through the crowd toward the first gallery, the hall reverberating with the buzz of many conversations. I wasn’t entirely surprised that the exhibit, nicknamed “the mystery exhibit” by the press, was popular; there had been excitement in the city since the anonymous gift was announced in the papers. The Victoria and Albert wasn’t the only museum to receive mysterious donations—museums in France, Italy, Russia, Turkey, Egypt, Morocco, and China also received shipments of mystery treasure—but the British institution had received the most, over three hundred pieces in all. The story, splashed on news programs around the world, had generated so much curiosity that the directors at the V&A decided to quickly assemble a small show to meet public demand.
Never before on public display, read the banner to our left as the queue shuffled forward. That was true: these items had spent the past century stockpiled in storage, having come into my possession as gifts or tributes or stolen outright in the case of pieces that were particularly tempting, the ones I hadn’t been able to resist.
The entire divestment had come about due to Luke, really, because through him I saw my house with new eyes and realized that it had become a graveyard of keepsakes from my former lives, rooms filled to bursting with things that I’d been unable to let go. I’d accumulated and held on to these things with an irrational passion, but told myself that’s what collectors did. I see now that I lied to myself to avoid the truth, which was that I collected madly to make up for the one thing I wanted and couldn’t have: Jonathan.
We turned the corner into the exhibition hall, and the very first item on display, set on its own in a box on a pedestal, was the fan. It seemed to glow in the intense spotlight shining down on it, luminous as a ghost. People crowded around the pedestal, gently buffeting me as I stared at the once familiar object.
“Did Lord Byron really write that?” Luke asked me, forgetting for a moment that the people surrounding us did not know my secret.
I lifted my eyebrows. “Apparently. At least, that’s what the description here says.”
We were trapped in the crush of people shuffling through the gallery, forcing me to share a long, silent moment with each piece. It almost seemed as though the objects were reproaching me for upending our private life and casting them out into the world. I even felt guilt at the sight of some pieces, the most intimate ones, for having let them go like this. Mostly what I felt was panic, however, at seeing my life—a life spent entirely in secrecy—put on public display. Nothing good can come of this betrayal, the pieces seemed to warn me.
First was the urn that used to hold umbrellas in the entry hall of my Paris house, which my friend Savva had won from a pair of British explorers in a card game and turned out to be an Egyptian funerary urn they’d stolen from an archaeological site. Next was an Empire chair that occupied a spot on the third-floor landing: it had come from a little apartment in Helsinki where, for a brief time, I had been kept by a British officer as his mistress. As I gazed on each piece I recalled its provenance, and I should’ve been content with memories of my rich life, but I was not. I could not stop thinking about Jonathan. It was as though he were here beside me and not insensate and cold, buried in an unmarked grave in a faraway cemetery.
Jonathan had been absent from my life before, but this time was different, and I felt it to the marrow. Before, I had known he was out in the world somewhere, alive but happier without me, his choice for whatever hurtful reasons he felt were justified. Now his absence was permanent. I’d loved Jonathan my entire life, all 220-odd years of it. And I was just coming to terms with the immutable fact that I would never see him again.
When Jonathan returned to me, briefly, at the end, I saw that he had changed in ways I’d never have guessed. He’d stopped being the self-absorbed adolescent I had known and had gone to work in aid camps, tending to the sick and displaced, whereas I, if I were to be honest, hadn’t changed much at all. There was a part of me that believed I deserved my incurable immortal condition, a punishment meted out to me by an unspeakably cruel man. Adair had seen the bad in me, too, and known that I deserved punishment. I could only hope that I had been redeemed when I gave Jonathan oblivion, as he wished. I suspected, however, that whatever had attracted Adair had not been completely exorcised and was still inside me. I needed no more evidence than the fact that at the hospital I’d preyed on Luke, a man who’d been recently devastated by loss, to help me escape.
And, of course, there was the pain of being the one who took Jonathan’s life, even if he had asked for it. That pain, I knew, would never go away. I shook my head to drive out the thought; today was about saying good-bye to the past and embracing the present.
“Are you okay?” Luke asked suddenly, snapping me out of my thoughts.
“I am. It’s just …”
“Overwhelming. I understand.” He touched my cheek; perhaps I looked flushed. “Maybe it wasn’t a good idea to come. … Do you want to leave?”
“No, not yet.” I squeezed his hand. He squeezed back.
We continued to inch along, and while Luke focused on the exhibit, I studied his features in profile. He was oblivious to my eyes on him, fixated instead on the pieces in the display cases. Luke didn’t think of himself as good-looking, particularly in comparison to the perfect physical specimen that was Jonathan, whom Luke had seen for himself in the morgue. I tried to make him understand that he had his own kind of appeal.
We made a handsome couple, Luke and I, if lopsided in age. In public, he was likely taken for the father figure while I was cast as the infatuated girl. No one who saw us would suspect it was the other way around—that I was his senior by an impossibly wide margin. The truth was I was comfortable with a man at this stage of his life. So what if gray hairs had begun to mingle with the sandy-brown ones: young men were tiresome. I didn’t want to endure the fits of impatience, jealousy, rage. I’d borne witness to a young man’s maturation enough times to know that they’d resist any guidance from the women in their lives. No, I preferred Luke’s steadiness, his good judgment.
Not only that, but I owed him. By helping me to escape, he had spared me the difficulty of standing trial for murder. A lesser man would’ve blinked when confronted with the impossible, would’ve pretended not to see the proof I’d given him that I could not die, would’ve handed me over to the sheriff and not thought twice. But Luke smuggled me out of Maine and across the border into Canada and wound up leaving his life behind and coming all the way to Paris, and now London, with me. How could I not love him, given everything he’d done for me?
It wasn’t just the courage he’d shown that day that drew me to him. I needed Luke. He was my solace and support; he kept me from turning completely inward, crushed by the weight of what I had done. For the first time in a long while, I was with someone who took care of me, who cherished and protected me. It was incredibly appealing to be the object of his affection, to be foremost in his thoughts, and to be so desired that he couldn’t keep his hands off me. His strong touch made me feel safe, and there was something about his manner—perhaps it was his physician’s confidence—that made me feel capable of getting on with my life. Without him, I might have solidified into a pillar of grief.
Luke nudged me to point out a brick-red and gold silk carpet in the Hereke style, as supple as a handkerchief, acquired during a trip through Constantinople. I had been told it was a magical flying carpet (a time-honored Turkish sales pitch), although it never flew: its beauty was its own reward. “Wait—was I supposed to ship that to Turkey?” he whispered in my ear.
“No, it was meant to come here,” I reassured him. In truth, it didn’t matter which museum it ended up in. All that mattered was that the past was swept away and I was ready to move forward with my life.
Just then I noticed Luke’s gaze fall on two little girls in line, staring at the tiny hands held in larger ones, their glowing faces tilted up at their father. Luke’s expression grew wistful. He missed his daughters as surely as I missed Jonathan. His ex-wife, Tricia, had been unnerved to learn that her former husband had not only helped me escape but was living with me; she suspected that he’d lost not only his sense of judgment but quite possibly his mind. I hated that I was the reason he couldn’t see his daughters. It was only after he’d exchanged a series of emails with Tricia that he was permitted to speak to them on the phone.
“Here,” I said, positioning Luke so that he stood in front of one of the signs. I took his picture with my cell phone. “You can send it to the girls.”
He squinted, not unkindly. “Is that a good idea? Tricia’s still angry that I took off without a word. She says the sheriff in St. Andrew keeps calling to ask if she’s heard from me. It might just piss her off to see a picture of me on vacation while she’s dealing with my mess.”
“Maybe. But at least the girls will know that no matter what you do or where you go, you’re thinking of them—that you’re always thinking of them.”
Luke nodded and squeezed my arm as we continued to pick our way through the exhibit. Eventually, the crush of the crowd became too much for me. I tugged Luke’s sleeve and said, “I have to get out of here,” and without questioning he took my hand and we slipped out of the gallery.
Time to let go of the past.
We went up to the third floor and entered the long, darkened hall that held paintings of the nineteenth century, British and American, where the atmosphere was hushed, as if time held its breath. The rest of the museum was emptier than usual because of the opening of the special exhibit, and our footsteps cut through the silence and echoed through the hall like spirits rapping on the walls.
This hall, its walls crowded with oil paintings, had always beckoned to me, and I’d visited it on every trip to London without fail. I’d always loved the luminous Rossettis and Millaises, the rich paintings made even more beautiful by their melancholy. From the walls, the Burne-Joneses looked down on us, the Blakes, the Reynoldses. Lily-white women with long curled hair, faces heavy with maudlin expressions of love, clutching a bouquet of weeping roses, incongruously dressed as though in a classical Greek play. I think it was the models’ air of sobriety that appealed to me: the sense that they knew love was fleeting and, at best, imperfect, but even so, its pursuit was no less worthy. They were doomed to try, and try again. Maybe I was drawn to this gallery because this was where I belonged, in a glass display case, kept with other things that were out of place in time. I would be a curiosity, like a mechanical fortune-teller or extinct bird, the oddities Victorians were so mad about, only I’d be a living artifact people could talk to and question.
I was squinting at a painting through the dimness—this hall was always so dark—when I felt a hum in the back of my head. At first, I thought it was only a headache from the excitement of the day, or from the claustrophobia of being swallowed up by a crowd (which I avoided whenever possible), or the dissonance of seeing my things in a strange setting … except that I never got headaches, just as I couldn’t catch a cold or suffer a broken bone. The hum rattled, weak but not unfamiliar, at the base of the skull where it joined with the spinal column, and sent shivers chattering down my back like an old engine with a forgotten purpose being started up after a long time dormant. The hum was more than a sound: it seemed to convey emotion, the way a whiff of scent can carry memory. The hum was all these things. Once I was aware of it, it was all I could think about.
It was only then I understood that it was a signal, like the electric current that switches on a machine. I had been contacted, and a dread I’d carried for two centuries bloomed inside me, firing through every cell of my body. I could try to run from the past, but it seemed the past was not done with me yet.
I turned to Luke and reached for him; fear broke my vision into a pixelated landscape. My blood felt as though it had seized up in my veins.
“Lanny, what is it?” Luke asked, his voice filled with concern.
I clutched his lapel desperately. “It’s Adair. He’s free.”
TWO
BOSTON
FIRST CAME THE noise outside his stone cell, louder than anything Adair had heard in a very long time. Then, as the noise grew closer, the shaking began, the ground reverberating underfoot as though someone were beating the skin of the earth with a big stick.
In his time, Adair had experienced avalanches and monstrous storms, lightning strikes that had shaken the ground, too, though not as steadily as this. He’d heard of volcanoes spewing hellfire and burning up villages as flammable as tinder, and earthquakes tearing the ground apart, forming great chasms and sucking houses into its maw. Maybe this was an earthquake he was experiencing now, he thought, a force of nature finally come to free him.
In this narrow niche in the wall in which he’d been sealed—his cell, as he’d come to think of it—Adair placed his hands on the thick stone walls that had not yielded in … how many years? He’d lost track, having no way to measure a day in constant darkness. He even tried to command fate to tear down the damnable wall to no avail. But now, to his great surprise, fate, after being deaf to him for so long, obeyed and the hated stone wall fell away … only to reveal a second wall on the other side. Before Adair could bemoan his cursed luck, there was a horrendous tearing sound above, metal grinding on stone and timbers splitting as the ceiling started to crash down on top of him and the wall fell down around him: stone, lumber, brick, concrete—all.
When Adair regained consciousness, he found himself buried in a mound of rubble, grainy clumps of plaster strung together by tufts of horsehair, splintered lath, brick shattered into nuggets. The sunlight stabbed his eyes so painfully that he shut them again quickly to block out the sudden brightness. Once his eyes had adjusted to the light, he looked up through the tangle of what had been the exterior wall of the house and saw the sky, a vast welcome expanse of blue. The air on his face was like a fresh, cool kiss.
His senses were flooded at once after centuries of deprivation. He could smell plaster dust in his nostrils, taste sweet air on his tongue. Most glorious of all was the light. He’d been isolated in the dark, unable to move or feel anything except the ground under his feet and the bricks in front of his face. … It took only the slightest recollection and it was on him again, the smothering darkness and vast loneliness, threatening to overwhelm him. It was only with great effort that he managed to push it away. He was free now and would rejoin the living. He would be around people. He looked forward to conversation, to the sound of another person’s voice in his ear, to jokes and whispered confidences, the humorous and the dour, all of it. He would feel the skin of another person again, sweet and smooth to the touch, damp from excitement or fear. He was free to pursue all the pleasures and peculiarities of the human experience he’d missed for an irretrievable length of time.
And the first thing he wanted to do—had to do—was get his hands on the woman who had taken this all away from him. Lanore.
Fury came over him swiftly and absolutely, decades of frustration finding release at last. He wanted to shout her name, to rattle the heavens with a demand for justice. Bring the treacherous witch to me, he thought, so that she might suffer the special punishment reserved for traitors. He wanted to wrap his hands around her throat—now—and throttle the life out of her. But this was impossible: he could sense that she was not nearby.
Still, the day would come and he would make her pay for her betrayal. He’d given her freedom above any of his other subjects because of his feelings for her, and she’d taken advantage of his generosity. And, more damning still, she’d betrayed him in favor of Jonathan, a man too self-absorbed to return her love. Adair had loved her, truly, but apparently his love had not been enough for her. For such a grave error in judgment, death did not seem an unreasonable punishment, and surely she had anticipated as much when she made her decision. But he wouldn’t end her life immediately. Though the satisfaction he’d derive would be immense, it would be far too brief. He’d get greater satisfaction from extending her punishment, making her every day hellish and giving her plenty of time to regret her foolish decision.
As much as Adair wanted to rise up out of the rubble and leave his prison behind, the weight on top of him was too great. He had to wait to be dug out. He lay pinned by debris and listened to shouting voices and loud clinking in the distance, like a great many cannons being pulled into position. Perhaps there was a war on, and Boston was under attack.
Eventually, a lone man began picking through the rubble. He was dressed strangely, his head covered by an unusual helmet, plain as a mixing bowl, not like an infantryman’s helmet at all. It seemed a wretched eternity before the man was close enough for Adair to call to him in a low tone so as not to draw anyone else in. The man followed Adair’s voice until he found him amid the wreckage, and started pulling the rocks away quickly, shouting as he worked. “Holy cow! There’s somebody in here! Hang tight, fella, I’m almost there. I’ll have you out in a minute.” He was close, mere inches away, and was reaching for a small device hanging from his belt when Adair squeezed one arm free and grabbed the man by the collar. Holding on to him, Adair pulled himself out of the rubble.
“Jesus Christ, son, how did you survive having a house fall on you? It must weigh a ton.” The helmeted man stopped speaking as he looked Adair over. It had to be due to the strangeness of his dress, Adair figured as he took in his rescuer’s attire. The man’s mouth hung open and his eyes widened behind dusty safety goggles while Adair brushed powder from his sleeves and his waistcoat and out of his long hair.
“What year is it?” Adair asked, his voice raspy.
“What do you mean, ‘What year is it’? You musta gotten hit on the head pretty hard if you don’t know what year it is.” The construction worker reached for the handset hanging from his belt. “Look, you just sit tight, I gotta phone this in. … How did you get in here, anyway? We closed this site down a week ago. What are you, one of them actors they hire for the tour groups? Good thing you didn’t lead one of your Freedom Trail tour groups here. …” He gestured to Adair’s blousy shirt and shook his head.
Adair’s hands found the man’s throat and snapped his neck before he could finish his sentence. He felt a twinge of remorse for killing his rescuer, but circumstances called for it. He took the man’s pants and shirt, since fashion obviously had changed since his imprisonment, and left his own tattered clothes behind. Then, lacing up the too-large boots he’d taken from the laborer, Adair ran from the half-destroyed house, completely overwhelmed by the change to his surroundings. First, there were the giant metal machines ringed around the mansion, tearing it apart like vultures with huge iron beaks. Then there were fast-moving carriages of some kind charging down the street, independent of any horses or oxen. The streets and sidewalks were hard and seamless underfoot. No mud, no cobblestones. And there was so much noise: horns honking, people shouting unintelligibly, and music, though not one musician was visible. To him, the jangle of the streets seemed to be pure bedlam. Adair fought his mounting panic and eventually came upon an empty building, where he found the quietest corner and sat on the floor, his back to the wall and his eyes closed.
He had to settle his mind before it was calm enough to latch onto the keening rising inside his brain, the signal that connected him to his creations. Early in his imprisonment, Adair had realized that the psychic bond he had with his minions was severed; he couldn’t penetrate the thick walls of his cell to reach them. After that, he’d tried hard not to focus on the signal and made himself numb to it—it was either that or go crazy with frustration—but it came back to him now like a taste for sweets.
Adair squeezed his brain, working it like a fist in the hope of making it spark to life again. He sat for about an hour, struggling to grasp the signal. At first, the threads of his connection to his subjects were no more than an erratic niggling in the back of his mind that disintegrated like cobwebs at the touch. Eventually, the feeling became firm like a string, firm enough to follow, and he took its firmness to mean one of his people was close. Adair followed the string on foot, and miles later he knocked on the door of a house.
It was Jude who opened the door, the man who had masqueraded as a preacher in the Puritan settlements of the Northeast, espousing a lifestyle that both shocked and titillated the villagers. Now it was his turn to be shocked. His first reaction to Adair’s return was not one of pleasure, Adair noticed, though Jude re-arranged his expression to something more appropriate quickly. He stood aside as Adair stormed across the threshold. “Good God! It is you! I felt your presence this morning for the first time in … in millennia, it seems … but I didn’t expect the honor of having you turn up on my doorstep.”
That was understandable; his sudden arrival was bound to cause disruption. But, too, Adair knew insincerity when he heard it. Jude watched him intently and with slightly hostile curiosity, as though he was unwelcome. Of all the men and women Adair had bound to him over time, Jude was not one of his favorites. He wouldn’t have picked Jude to be the one to help him now, but he had no control over the matter. Jude had always been an unrepentant schemer and untrustworthy. He still possessed a maniacal set to his eyes and a half-mad grin, and seemed every bit the calculating, self-absorbed man who’d attracted Adair’s attention many lifetimes ago in Amsterdam.
Jude stood an arm’s length away as Adair craned his neck to get a good look at the entry to Jude’s home. Flawlessly smooth white walls swept up two stories, and suspended overhead was a strange sculpture that looked like a giant artichoke, with opaque white glass panels for its leaves. The floor was made of wide planks stained black. The overall effect was of power and austerity, with none of the gilt, the scrollwork, the opulence, of the age that he knew.
“Please, make yourself comfortable. Come upstairs. I’ll draw you a bath and get you a change of clothes.” Jude stretched his arms wide. “My home is your home.”
Fighting back his uncertainties, Adair said nothing as he climbed the stairs. An hour later, after a sublime washing-up, and now dressed in Jude’s ridiculous clothes, Adair rejoined his host in a large parlor at the front of the house.
Jude smiled solicitously at him. “I always wondered what happened to you. We all did. You just dropped off the radar—poof.” Jude made a gesture at the side of his head like the empty popping of a balloon.
“So you’ve seen some of the others?” Adair asked.
Jude shrugged noncommittally, but he recognized his mistake right away. He’d as good as admitted that he and the others had discussed Adair when he wasn’t present, and discussing was a step away from conspiring, which was forbidden.
“You and the others talked about my disappearance, and yet you didn’t look for me?” Adair snarled.
“Of course we tried, but there were no leads to follow. I couldn’t feel your presence—none of us could. We didn’t know where to start looking,” Jude explained. “I went to the last address I had for you, the mansion on the other side of the Commons, but it was empty. It had been ransacked. Everyone had gone, except for that little sackcloth-and-ashes man—”
“Alejandro?” That was an apt description, Adair thought; Alejandro carried the guilt of his misdeeds with him like a defrocked priest, even if he was a Jew.
“Yes, the Spaniard. He said you had left for Philadelphia with your latest companions, that woman from the forest and her good-looking friend. Alejandro thought you had tired of him and Tilde and the Italian, and deserted them without a penny.”
Adair squared his shoulders. “That man and woman were the ones who imprisoned me. Jonathan … and Lanore.” Adair watched Jude twitch as a recollection from long ago flitted through his head. “You remember her, don’t you? She insinuated herself into my graces, then tricked me. A most treacherous wench. And when I catch up to her, she’ll truly see what it means to suffer. …” He let his threat hang in the air. He’d thought of revenge on and off over the decades, feeding his anger with short bursts of bitter memories the way one strokes an old scar to revisit the pain of its creation. But eventually his desire for revenge became so overwhelming that he had to put it out of his mind. Frustration nearly drove him insane, and teetering on the edge of that abyss was so frightening that he’d had to back away.
He’d hurled his considerable anger at the wall, over and over, and it had stood, leading him to believe that there might have been something supernatural about Lanore that enabled her to stop him. She had to be a witch; otherwise, how to explain his imprisonment? The wall had been nothing but a few layers of rock and brick. Over time, he’d almost convinced himself that Lanore must’ve put a spell on it to be able to keep him trapped inside.
Adair thought back to the moment he regained consciousness and discovered that Lanore and that peacock Jonathan had walled him up. He remembered straining against the rope binding his hands, pulling his arms in opposite directions for what seemed like weeks until the rope stretched enough to slip off. Undoing the gag was easy then. He screamed and yelled and battered the wall with all his might, but no one heard him. No one came for him. No one knew he was there, or else, no one cared to search for him.
Inside his tomb, he’d listened to the world go on around him. Families moved in and out of the house. He heard sounds of construction, foundations of the house shaking. These times, he tried to will the wall to be taken down or the floor overhead to be torn up. But it never happened—until now.
“What year is it?” Adair asked.
“You’re not going to believe it.” Jude grinned insanely, like a Cheshire cat. “It’s 2010, my man. Everything has changed. Everything. The world is an entirely different place now; it’s going to blow your mind.” The Cheshire cat’s grin slipped into something more serious. “And you need me to show you what’s up, because—believe me—you’re not going to know how to do anything. Finances? No one carries money anymore. We use these.” Jude fished in his pocket and pulled out a small rectangle of an unidentifiable hard substance, shiny and colorful. “Credit cards. A portable, personal system of letters of credit. Allows you to buy things anywhere in the world, immediately, no sending letters through banks and lawyers.” He handed it to Adair, who examined it closely. It felt strange to the touch, and insubstantial.
“And you can go anywhere in the world in a matter of hours. You fly there in an airplane as big as a trading ship.”
“How can anything as big as a two-masted sailing ship fly?” Adair scoffed, sure that Jude was making fun of him, and the crazy Dutchman had to know that was dangerous entertainment, to be sure.
“With big enough wings, anything can fly. But that’s not the most astounding thing.” Jude jumped up and walked over to an object on his table that Adair had mistaken for a pane of glass propped against an unusual easel. “Everything that was done before with paper and sent by courier or pigeon is now sent through the air, almost instantly, as if by magic. It’s called a computer.” He gestured grandly at the rather plain sheet of black glass framed with dull silver metal. Adair looked at it skeptically.
“Magic? So everything nowadays is done with magic?” Adair asked. Had magic become commonplace?
“No, no—it seems like magic because it’s so easy. But it’s all grounded in the physical world, I assure you. Sent around on waves of energy, directed by code.” Jude waved his hands over the computer like a magician, as though he would conjure a dove out of thin air.
Adair was unimpressed. “It sounds very much like alchemy: using knowledge to control the forces contained within common elements.” From what Jude had said, it seemed the same as knowing the right spells, the right way to reduce a thing to its most elemental state, how much energy to channel. It was the same magic, packaged differently for men who would not accept the existence of things that could not be quantified and captured in algorithms. But what was an algorithm but a recipe, a formula dictating the way to combine certain elements to get a particular outcome? Science was often indistinguishable from magic to the simpleminded. Did it matter what you called it? In the end, in its most basic state, it all came down to energy.
Jude shook his head, dismissing Adair’s comparison of computers to alchemy with a brush of a hand. “Don’t try to fit the new world into your old way of thinking. It won’t work. You’ll be better off if you just accept the new for what it is and say good-bye to the past.”
“Then use your magic to bring Lanore to me,” Adair demanded. “Now.”
Jude settled back in his chair, casting a conciliatory look at Adair. “We will, we’ll get to her. But … there are more pressing things that need to be settled first.”
“Nothing is more important than finding her.”
“In good time. Look, I don’t want to rush you into dealing with this, but it must’ve crossed your mind. … Have you given much thought to your holdings? Everything you had at the time you … you were …”
“Imprisoned?” Adair finished the sentence for him. He was growing increasingly impatient with Jude, irritated by his hesitancy to take orders and by his smugness.
“Yes … we can look into the, uh, specifics once you’ve had time to recuperate, but I have to think that you lost everything.” After the rush of words came out, Jude paused, blinking.
Everything lost … Adair recalled that he’d had quite a lot to his name: the old, large estate in Romania and another in the Black Forest. A house in London. Fortunes held in accounts in venerable old banks across Europe. He’d buried chests with treasure and left vital instruments with a trusted individual, one of his creations, for safekeeping. In all likelihood, those chests had been long discovered, and who knew what had happened to the trusted friend? Could it be true that his fortune was gone—that he was penniless and homeless?
“I’m sure, after all this time, the properties and bank accounts were forfeited,” Jude explained as gently as he could. “Write down the locations, as best you can remember, and we’ll investigate, but brace yourself for the inevitability that …”
That it would be gone, of course. Anger flooded through Adair again: that treacherous woman had stolen everything from him. … Of course, the others, realizing he was gone, might’ve been emboldened to try to find his fortune and claim it for their own as well. That might be why Jude thought it would be a waste of time to search for Adair’s assets; perhaps he’d already tried to locate them and failed. Jude, as wily and greedy as a half-starved fox …
And then it occurred to him that the contents of the house had been lost, too, and among the contents were his books of recipes and spells. Panic stabbed his gut and heart, tightened his throat. Land and money he could lose and recover, in time, but if he lost the source of his power—the two books of spells—then he was helpless.
As he grasped the truth of his situation, Adair felt as though he were being pulled down to the ocean floor by an anchor tied to his waist. The collection of knowledge he’d amassed from the best practitioners of the dark arts, painstakingly gathered over lifetimes, lost … to say nothing of the blood he’d spilled to acquire such knowledge and power, all for naught. He had once been the most powerful man on earth, with abilities comparable to those of a god; and now—unless he could recall those spells from memory—he had to begin his quest all over again.
Then another thought occurred to him, one that made him sick to his stomach. Perhaps Lanny had figured out the books’ value and kept them for herself. Perhaps that was how she was able to cast a spell on the wretched wall that had held him. If so, she might be a formidable opponent. He must not underestimate her.
“This is much worse than I thought,” Adair said at last, struggling not to rail against this latest development, to howl at the cruelty of fate, to smash everything in his reach out of sheer black frustration and helplessness.
Jude put a hand on Adair’s shoulder, the first sympathetic touch Adair had felt in a great long time. “I’m afraid so.”
Adair let despair pass through him like a savage but swift illness; better to husband that rage, remember the galling impotence he felt, and save his anger for the day when he was face-to-face with Lanore again. This rage would fuel him on the difficult road that lay ahead—more difficult than he’d imagined, if what Jude said was accurate.
Jude patted Adair’s shoulder again, more stiffly this time, and Adair couldn’t tell if his awkwardness was due to nerves or insincerity. “Two hundred years alone … My God, it must have been hell. What was it like?”
To be shut up in a space no larger than a child’s closet? How do you think it was? Adair wanted to shout at him, remembering the horror of being buried alive. Nothing he’d experienced had prepared him for that ordeal. After a long stretch of deprivation, the world he knew had faded away, the world of sun and plants and rich brown earth replaced by an endless black horizon. Sometimes in the blackness he knew where he was: trapped in a dank space deep in the ground, with only spiders for company. Other times, however, he felt transported to another place, a complete and utter void where he sometimes heard snatches of conversations in voices he recognized but could not place. And in those moments he was seized with indescribable feelings that he knew he’d felt before. It was far more frightening for him than he had thought possible, a man born with ice in his veins, though he’d sooner be tortured by a league of inquisitors than admit it. Especially to Jude. Adair looked away and said nothing as he moved to sit on the couch, letting his silence speak volumes.
“Your ordeal is over now, and somehow you survived,” Jude said, bringing the matter to a close. “I don’t know how in hell you did it, but you did, and that’s saying a lot. A lesser man would’ve lost his mind.”
Madness had been closer than Adair wanted to admit. There had been tricks he’d used to keep occupied: mentally, he traveled through his castle in Romania, pacing off the rooms, recalling his favorite appointments—the Flemish tapestry in the front hall, the heavy Bavarian chest used to hold the silver plate—and the views from certain windows. When he tired of that, he tried to recall the names and particulars of all his sexual conquests—the ones whose names he’d known—and then, exhausting that list, the names of all his horses. He picked through the rows of minerals and metals, the botanicals and organic matters stored in jars and bottles on the shelves of his laboratory, naming each in turn, forward and backward, the use and application of each. But eventually he ran out of diversions; he could think of only so many memory games, and not enough to last two hundred years.
And when his mind was unoccupied—when the wellspring of his fury subsided and he gave in to exhaustion—he shivered to recall what came after that: the terrible visions that came out of the darkness to plague him, nightmares that needled him like aggrieved spirits …
Meanwhile, Jude was patting his shoulder, as he might do to cheer an old man. “I know it might seem impossible right now, but you’ll get back on top. It’ll just take time.”
Is that what he had come to, Adair wondered, a man pitied by Jude? He rose from the chair, feeling strength rise in him at the same time. “Yes, I will gain back what I’ve lost, and it will happen more swiftly than you can imagine. In this, I have no doubt. And then we’ll turn our attention to Lanore, and find her, and visit upon her the punishment she deserves.”
THREE
LONDON
ADAIR FREED. THE day had come, as I’d always feared. I’d often thought about what I would do the day Adair escaped from the prison in which I’d entrapped him. Now that day was here, and I still didn’t know what to do. Because nothing could be done: there was no way to stop the unstoppable.
I didn’t realize I’d bolted from the museum until Luke caught up to me halfway down the block. I must have sprinted down the stairs, through the Chinese hall, and shoved my way through the crowds at the entrance on Cromwell. He took hold of my shoulders and spun me around to face him.
“What are you doing? You can’t just go running off helter-skelter. What is it? Is he close by?” Luke’s emergency-room training kicked in automatically. He looked into my pupils as he might those of a deranged person, searching for signs of trauma—not unlike the night we met, when I’d been brought in by the police.
“No, not real close. But I haven’t felt him since … for so long. It scared me.” I pressed a hand to my sternum in an effort to tamp down my wildly beating heart. “I’ll be okay. Sorry for running out like that.”
Luke held me tight, my face tucked against his chest, and I felt his heart pounding from having run after me. I hoped he remembered the stories I’d told him, the atrocities Adair was capable of; if so, Luke would be as frightened as I was. The very devil had broken out of hell, a devil who could be neither appeased nor thwarted and would soon be on our trail. A thought flicked through my mind: had I put Luke in grave danger? Without a doubt, Adair would stop at nothing to get revenge.
Luke ran his hand over my hair, a favorite gesture of his, as he tried to calm us both. “If you’re sure that’s what’s going on, what do you suggest we do?”
I didn’t know, but he was looking to me for an answer. “We have to run, Luke,” was the best I could tell him. “We have to go somewhere he won’t think to look for me.”
We decided to check out of the fancy hotel near the museum. Having his presence in my head once again, I couldn’t help but feel he was nearby, and this made me nervous about staying put. Once we were at the hotel, however, Luke dogged my heels, trying to change my mind as I flung clothing into suitcases we’d unpacked only a few hours earlier. “Lanny, be logical,” he implored. “We don’t know that there’s any reason to panic. Please, be reasonable.” Logical, reasonable, no reason to panic—now that the initial fright had worn off, I could see that Luke was reverting to his usual way of dealing with things. He was much more comfortable assessing everything methodically and dispassionately—choosing a beer at a pub could take half an hour—and became immediately suspicious whenever I became emotional. It had become a growing cause for friction between us.
Luke tried to pry a tank top from my hand as I stood over a suitcase. “I can understand why you’re frightened. You feel his presence again,” he continued. “But it just started again, right? Wouldn’t that suggest that he has just escaped? If that’s the case, he’s on the other side of an ocean. And we don’t know that he knows anything about you or how to find you. Maybe nothing’s changed. You mustn’t panic.”
Except that everything had changed. And panic—justified panic—was exactly what I was feeling. Luke had never felt the air crackle with the electricity of Adair’s presence. He’d never felt the chill from one of Adair’s looks of displeasure, never had his marrow freeze in the bone in anticipation of one of Adair’s soul-crushing punishments. Adair could swallow you up, pull you to him like a toy on a string, and once you were in his grasp, it was nearly impossible to escape. The force of his will was beyond charismatic: it was otherworldly. In two hundred years I’d met princes and generals, rebel leaders and movie stars, but Adair was the only man I’d ever met with a presence this fearsome.
Frustrated that I wasn’t agreeing with him, Luke gripped my shoulders as he looked me in the eye. “He can’t possibly know where you are if he doesn’t know who you are. Think about it: even if he’s been free for days, it would take him a long time to track you down. You have a new name, a new identity. It’s a big world, and he hasn’t lived in it for a couple hundred years. He has more than a little catching up to do, wouldn’t you say?” There was an edge of irritation in his voice. “And logically”—there was that word again—“the thing you’re feeling could be anything, right? I mean, it’s been two hundred years; what are the odds that it’s Adair? You could … have a migraine.”
I pulled free and gave him a sharp look. “This isn’t a headache. I know. Maybe I can’t tell where he is, how far away or close, but I know what this feeling means. It’s him.” I might’ve been with Adair only a few years, but I’d felt this singular, intrusive presence the entire time, right until the day Jonathan and I walled him up. It was an electric current that cut through my mind like a wire, with no way to switch it off. There was no sensation like it.
“Can he use it to find you?”
“I don’t know,” I said quietly. The notion was terrifying—that this crackling in my head might allow him to follow it like a trail of bread crumbs—but I didn’t think it was possible. After all, I’d felt Jonathan’s presence the entire time we’d been apart but hadn’t been able to tell whether he was in the next room or halfway around the world. Of course, Adair was much more powerful and undoubtedly knew how to read the nuances of the connection, knew what it meant when it warbled or stuttered, or when it was strong enough to block out any other thoughts. I had meant to ask Adair about it as I’d meant to ask him about many things, but was afraid of the answers and foolishly hoped that if I ignored my condition, it might go away. Once Adair was behind the wall, I waited to see if his spell would lose its potency and if my mortality would be returned to me, but I knew in my heart that was wishful thinking.
And now, standing here with Luke in a stalemate, I wondered again if I’d made a mistake. It had been selfish of me to take up with him—reckless, even—but I had been in a terrible frame of mind. I had lost the man who had been with me, in one way or another, for my whole life, and Luke—logical, steady—seemed like the perfect replacement. Unlike Jonathan, unlike the type of man to whom I was usually drawn, I knew I could depend on Luke. Now, with my head clearer, it was hard to imagine our relationship would last for more than just those practical considerations.
And, too, I was confronted by the flip side of Luke’s virtues. Where I’d once seen him as steady and practical, he now seemed inflexible. By comparison, I was made to seem impetuous, to be the child to his parent. He didn’t mean to bully me, but I had started to resent his corrections and coercions more and more. This friction seemed to be another sign that we were not meant to be together.
Also, I knew in my heart that being with Luke—being with any mortal, for that matter—was doomed to end badly for me. Even though I had promised Luke I would remain with him until the end