Contents
Cover
About the Book
Also by Louisa May Alcott
Title Page
1. Gossip
2. The First Wedding
3. Artistic Attempts
4. Literary Lessons
5. Domestic Experiences
6. Calls
7. Consequences
8. Our Foreign Correspondent
9. Tender Troubles
10. Jo’s Journal
11. Friend
12. Heartache
13. Beth’s Secret
14. New Impressions
15. On The Shelf
16. Lazy Laurence
17. The Valley of The Shadow
18. Learning to Forget
19. All Alone
20. Surprises
21. My Lord and Lady
22. Daisy and Demi
23. Under The Umbrella
24. Harvest Time
The Backstory
Copyright
About the Book
‘As they sat together in the twilight, talking over their small plans, the future always grew so beautiful and bright’
Meg, Jo, Beth and Amy have grown up together in Orchard House with their friend Laurie next door, and now it’s time for them to go out and find their places in the big wide world, to do the great and marvellous things they’ve dreamed of and discover their ‘castles in the air’. They each find themselves tested, and fall in love, but when tragedy strikes they find their best comfort is in each other, and home.
Who was Louisa May Alcott?
As you may know Louisa May Alcott drew on her own life and experiences to write Little Women. But Louisa’s childhood was really quite extraordinary, and there are only hints of this in her tales of the March family.
Amos Bronson Alcott, Louisa’s father, was a very unusual man with a fiery temper and passionately held beliefs. He was a teacher who ran an experimental school, he opposed the slave trade and supported the fight for women’s rights. He also believed in the philosophical idea of ‘transcendentalism’ – as you might imagine, this is rather difficult concept to explain simply. Perhaps you noticed that the March family believe strongly in reforming vices, curbing selfishness and striving for perfection. Transcendentalists believed that every man and woman was essentially good, but this natural goodness was corrupted by society and its various pressures. Louisa’s father believed this so absolutely that he founded a farming community called Fruitlands which he hoped would offer a better way of life. To be honest, it doesn’t sound like it was much fun! Louisa, her family, and the few other inhabitants of Fruitlands had to forgo meat, leather, alcohol, neckcloths (commonly worn by men in Louisa’s time), haircuts and do without salt, coffee, sugar, wool and cotton because the trade of these items depended on slaves. They also had to farm the land and grow enough food to live on without using manure as a fertiliser, and as a consequence most of their crops failed, and the commune disbanded after only eight months.
Because of her father’s daring and often impractical ideas, Louisa and her family lived in comparative poverty. Despite this, from a young age they were encouraged by their parents to be unselfish with their food and possessions (even though they didn’t have much of either). Bronson Alcott was often away from home, and his wife was often left to care for and support the whole family – by all accounts she was a loving, firm and practical woman. Perhaps Louisa used her as the model for Marmee. All the children went to work from an early age – Louisa was a teacher and paid companion but, like Jo, she loved writing, and earned money for her family by selling her stories to local papers.
During the American Civil War, Louisa was determined to aid the soldiers in any way possible, so she travelled to Washington to become a nurse. But the poor medicines available at that time were no match for infectious diseases that travelled quickly around the crowded military hospitals. Louisa herself soon caught typhoid pneumonia and was sent home. Unfortunately the accepted cure for Louisa’s illness contained mercury, which is a very poisonous chemical – this harmed Louisa’s health irrevocably, and she never recovered her strength.
Bronson was proud of his famous daughter’s literary achievements, but he admired her most for this self-sacrificing service during the war. Louisa and her father had equally stormy tempers, they frequently argued, and Louisa was eventually critical of her father’s inability to earn a living and his radical theories. However, she also admired him, and many of his ideas and values are present in her books about the March family.
Also by Louisa May Alcott
Little Women
Little Men
Jo’s Boys
1
Gossip
IN ORDER THAT we may start afresh and go to Meg’s wedding with free minds, it will be well to begin with a little gossip about the Marches. And here let me premise, that if any of the elders think there is too much ‘lovering’ in the story, as I fear they may (I’m not afraid the young folks will make that objection), I can only say with Mrs March, ‘What can you expect when I have four gay girls in the house, and a dashing young neighbor over the way?’
The three years that have passed have brought but few changes to the quiet family. The war is over, and Mr March safely at home, busy with his books and the small parish which found in him a minister by nature as by grace. A quiet, studious man, rich in the wisdom that is better than learning, the charity which calls all mankind ‘brother,’ the piety that blossoms into character, making it august and lovely.
These attributes, in spite of poverty and the strict integrity which shut him out from the more worldly successes, attracted to him many admirable persons, as naturally as sweet herbs draw bees, and as naturally he gave them the honey into which fifty years of hard experience had distilled no bitter drop. Earnest young men found the gray-headed scholar as earnest and as young at heart as they; thoughtful or troubled women instinctively brought their doubts and sorrows to him, sure of finding the gentlest sympathy, the wisest counsel; sinners told their sins to the pure-hearted old man, and were both rebuked and saved; gifted men found a companion in him; ambitious men caught glimpses of nobler ambitions than their own; and even worldlings confessed that his beliefs were beautiful and true, although ‘they wouldn’t pay.’
To outsiders, the five energetic women seemed to rule the house, and so they did in many things; but the quiet man sitting among his books was still the head of the family, the household conscience, anchor and comforter; for to him the busy, anxious women always turned in troublous times, finding him, in the truest sense of those sacred words, husband and father.
The girls gave their hearts into their mother’s keeping – their souls into their father’s; and to both parents, who lived and labored so faithfully for them, they gave a love that grew with their growth, and bound them tenderly together by the sweetest tie which blesses life and outlives death.
Mrs March is as brisk and cheery, though rather grayer than when we saw her last, and just now so absorbed in Meg’s affairs, that the hospitals and homes, still full of wounded ‘boys’ and soldiers’ widows, decidedly miss the motherly missionary’s visits.
John Brooke did his duty manfully for a year, got wounded, was sent home, and not allowed to return. He received no stars or bars, but he deserved them, for he cheerfully risked all he had; and life and love are very precious when both are in full bloom. Perfectly resigned to his discharge, he devoted himself to getting well, preparing for business, and earning a home for Meg. With the good sense and sturdy independence that characterized him, he refused Mr Laurence’s more generous offers, and accepted the place of under bookkeeper, feeling better satisfied to begin with an honestly-earned salary, than by running any risks with borrowed money.
Meg had spent the time in working as well as waiting, growing womanly in character, wise in housewifery arts, and prettier than ever; for love is a great beautifier. She had her girlish ambitions and hopes, and felt some disappointment at the humble way in which the new life must begin. Ned Moffat had just married Sallie Gardiner, and Meg couldn’t help contrasting their fine house and carriage, many gifts, and splendid outfit, with her own, and secretly wishing she could have the same. But somehow envy and discontent soon vanished when she thought of all the patient love and labor John had put into the little home awaiting her; and when they sat together in the twilight, talking over their small plans, the future always grew so beautiful and bright, that she forgot Sallie’s splendor, and felt herself the richest, happiest girl in Christendom.
Jo never went back to Aunt March, for the old lady took such a fancy to Amy, that she bribed her with the offer of drawing lessons from one of the best teachers going; and for the sake of this advantage, Amy would have served a far harder mistress. So she gave her mornings to duty, her afternoons to pleasure, and prospered finely. Jo, meantime, devoted herself to literature and Beth, who remained delicate long after the fever was a thing of the past. Not an invalid exactly, but never again the rosy, healthy creature she had been; yet always hopeful, happy, and serene, busy with the quiet duties she loved, every one’s friend, and an angel in the house, long before those who loved her most had learned to know it.
As long as ‘The Spread Eagle’ paid her a dollar a column for her ‘rubbish,’ as she called it, Jo felt herself a woman of means, and spun her little romances diligently. But great plans fermented in her busy brain and ambitious mind, and the old tin kitchen in the garret held a slowly increasing pile of blotted manuscript, which was one day to place the name of March upon the roll of fame.
Laurie, having dutifully gone to college to please his grandfather, was now getting through it in the easiest possible manner to please himself. A universal favorite, thanks to money, manners, much talent, and the kindest heart that ever got its owner into scrapes by trying to get other people out of them, he stood in great danger of being spoilt, and probably would have been, like many another promising boy, if he had not possessed a talisman against evil in the memory of the kind old man who was bound up in his success, the motherly friend who watched over him as if he were her son, and last, but not least by any means, the knowledge that four innocent girls loved, admired, and believed in him with all their hearts.
Being only ‘a glorious human boy,’ of course he frolicked and flirted, grew dandified, aquatic, sentimental or gymnastic, as college fashions ordained; hazed and was hazed, talked slang, and more than once came perilously near suspension and expulsion. But as high spirits and the love of fun were the causes of these pranks, he always managed to save himself by frank confession, honorable atonement, or the irresistible power of persuasion which he possessed in perfection. In fact, he rather prided himself on his narrow escapes, and liked to thrill the girls with graphic accounts of his triumphs over wrathful tutors, dignified professors, and vanquished enemies. The ‘men of my class’ were heroes in the eyes of the girls, who never wearied of the exploits of ‘our fellows,’ and were frequently allowed to bask in the smiles of these great creatures, when Laurie brought them home with him.
Amy especially enjoyed this high honor, and became quite a belle among them; for her ladyship early felt and learned to use the gift of fascination with which she was endowed. Meg was too much absorbed in her private and particular John to care for any other lords of creation, and Beth too shy to do more than peep at them, and wonder how Amy dared to order them about so; but Jo felt quite in her element, and found it very difficult to refrain from imitating the gentlemanly attitudes, phrases, and feats which seemed more natural to her than the decorums prescribed for young ladies. They all liked Jo immensely, but never fell in love with her, though very few escaped without paying the tribute of a sentimental sigh or two at Amy’s shrine. And speaking of sentiment brings us very naturally to the Dovecote.
That was the name of the little brown house which Mr Brooke had prepared for Meg’s first home. Laurie had christened it, saying it was highly appropriate to the gentle lovers, who ‘went on together like a pair of turtledoves, with first a bill and then a coo.’ It was a tiny house, with a little garden behind, and a lawn about as big as a pocket-handkerchief in front. Here Meg meant to have a fountain, shrubbery, and a profusion of lovely flowers; though just at present the fountain was represented by a weather-beaten urn, very like a dilapidated slop-bowl; the shrubbery consisted of several young larches, who looked undecided whether to live or die, and the profusion of flowers was merely hinted by regiments of stocks, to show where seeds were planted. But inside, it was altogether charming, and the happy bride saw no fault from garret to cellar. To be sure, the hall was so narrow, it was fortunate that they had no piano, for one never could have been got in whole. The dining-room was so small, that six people were a tight fit, and the kitchen stairs seemed built for the express purpose of precipitating both servants and china pell-mell into the coal-bin. But once get used to these slight blemishes, and nothing could be more complete, for good sense and good taste had presided over the furnishing, and the result was highly satisfactory. There were no marble-topped tables, long mirrors, or lace curtains in the little parlor, but simple furniture, plenty of books, a fine picture or two, a stand of flowers in the bay-window, and, scattered all about, the pretty gifts which came from friendly hands, and were the fairer for the loving messages they brought.
I don’t think the Parian Psyche Laurie gave, lost any of its beauty because Brooke put up the bracket it stood upon; that any upholsterer could have draped the plain muslin curtains more gracefully than Amy’s artistic hand; or that any store-room was ever better provided with good wishes, merry words, and happy hopes, than that in which Jo and her mother put away Meg’s few boxes, barrels, and bundles; and I am morally certain that the spandy-new kitchen never could have looked so cosy and neat, if Hannah had not arranged every pot and pan a dozen times over, and laid the fire all ready for lighting, the minute ‘Mis. Brooke came home.’ I also doubt if any young matron ever began life with so rich a supply of dusters, holders, and piece-bags, – for Beth made enough to last till the silver wedding came round, and invented three different kinds of dishcloths for the express service of the bridal china.
People who hire all these things done for them, never know what they lose; for the homeliest tasks get beautified if loving hands do them, and Meg found so many proofs of this, that everything in her small nest, from the kitchen roller to the silver vase on her parlor table, was eloquent of home love and tender forethought.
What happy times they had planning together; what solemn shopping excursions, what funny mistakes they made, and what shouts of laughter arose over Laurie’s ridiculous bargains! In his love of jokes, this young gentleman, though nearly through college, was as much of a boy as ever. His last whim had been to bring with him, on his weekly visits, some new, useful, and ingenious article for the young housekeeper. Now a bag of remarkable clothes-pins; next a wonderful nutmeg grater, which fell to pieces at the first trial; a knife-cleaner that spoilt all the knives; or a sweeper that picked the nap neatly off the carpet, and left the dirt; labor-saving soap that took the skin off one’s hands; infallible cements which stuck firmly to nothing but the fingers of the deluded buyer; and every kind of tinware, from a toy savings-bank for odd pennies, to a wonderful boiler which would wash articles in its own steam, with every prospect of exploding in the process.
In vain Meg begged him to stop. John laughed at him, and Jo called him ‘Mr Toodles.’ He was possessed with a mania for patronizing Yankee ingenuity, and seeing his friends fitly furnished forth. So each week beheld some fresh absurdity.
Everything was done at last, even to Amy’s arranging different colored soaps to match the different colored rooms, and Beth’s setting the table for the first meal.
‘Are you satisfied? Does it seem like home, and do you feel as if you should be happy here?’ asked Mrs March, as she and her daughter went through the new kingdom, arm-in-arm – for just then they seemed to cling together more tenderly than ever.
‘Yes, mother, perfectly satisfied, thanks to you all, and so happy that I can’t talk about it,’ answered Meg, with a look that was better than words.
‘If she only had a servant or two it would be all right,’ said Amy, coming out of the parlor, where she had been trying to decide whether the bronze Mercury looked best on the whatnot or the mantle-piece.
‘Mother and I have talked that over, and I have made up my mind to try her way first. There will be so little to do, that, with Lotty to run my errands and help me here and there, I shall only have enough work to keep me from getting lazy or homesick,’ answered Meg, tranquilly.
‘Sallie Moffat has four,’ began Amy.
‘If Meg had four the house wouldn’t hold them, and master and missis would have to camp in the garden,’ broke in Jo, who, enveloped in a big blue pinafore, was giving a last polish to the doorhandles.
‘Sallie isn’t a poor man’s wife, and many maids are in keeping with her fine establishment. Meg and John begin humbly, but I have a feeling that there will be quite as much happiness in the little house as in the big one. It’s a great mistake for young girls like Meg to leave themselves nothing to do but dress, give orders, and gossip. When I was first married I used to long for my new clothes to wear out, or get torn, so that I might have the pleasure of mending them; for I got heartily sick of doing fancy work and tending my pocket handkerchief.’
‘Why didn’t you go into the kitchen and make messes, as Sallie says she does, to amuse herself, though they never turn out well, and the servants laugh at her,’ said Meg.
‘I did, after a while; not to “mess,” but to learn of Hannah how things should be done, that my servants need not laugh at me. It was play then; but there came a time when I was truly grateful that I not only possessed the will, but the power to cook wholesome food for my little girls, and help myself when I could no longer afford to hire help. You begin at the other end, Meg, dear, but the lessons you learn now will be of use to you by and by, when John is a richer man, for the mistress of a house, however splendid, should know how work ought to be done, if she wishes to be well and honestly served.’
‘Yes, mother, I’m sure of that,’ said Meg, listening respectfully to the little lecture; for the best of women will hold forth upon the all-absorbing subject of housekeeping. ‘Do you know I like this room best of all in my baby-house,’ added Meg, a minute after, as they went upstairs, and she looked into her well-stored linen closet.
Beth was there, laying the snowy piles smoothly on the shelves, and exulting over the goodly array. All three laughed as Meg spoke; for that linen closet was a joke. You see, having said that if Meg married ‘that Brooke’ she shouldn’t have a cent of her money, Aunt March was rather in a quandary, when time had appeased her wrath, and made her repent her vow. She never broke her word, and was much exercised in her mind how to get round it, and at last devised a plan whereby she could satisfy herself. Mrs Carrol, Florence’s mamma, was ordered to buy, have made and marked a generous supply of house and table linen, and send it as her present. All of which was faithfully done, but the secret leaked out, and was greatly enjoyed by the family; for Aunt March tried to look utterly unconscious, and insisted that she could give nothing but the old-fashioned pearls, long promised to the first bride.
‘That’s a housewifely taste, which I am glad to see. I had a young friend who set up housekeeping with six sheets, but she had finger bowls for company, and that satisfied her,’ said Mrs March, patting the damask table-cloths with a truly feminine appreciation of their fineness.
‘I haven’t a single finger bowl, but this is a “set out” that will last me all my days, Hannah says;’ and Meg looked quite contented, as well she might.
‘Toodles is coming,’ cried Jo from below, and they all went down to meet Laurie, whose weekly visit was an important event in their quiet lives.
A tall, broad-shouldered young fellow, with a cropped head, a felt-basin of a hat, and a fly-away coat, came tramping down the road at a great pace, walked over the low fence, without stopping to open the gate, straight up to Mrs March, with both hands out, and a hearty –
‘Here I am, mother! Yes, it’s all right.’
The last words were in answer to the look the elder lady gave him; a kindly, questioning look, which the handsome eyes met so frankly that the little ceremony closed as usual, with a motherly kiss.
‘For Mrs John Brooke, with the maker’s congratulations and compliments. Bless you, Beth! What a refreshing spectacle you are, Jo! Amy, you are getting altogether too handsome for a single lady.’
As Laurie spoke, he delivered a brown paper parcel to Meg, pulled Beth’s hair ribbon, stared at Jo’s big pinafore, and fell into an attitude of mock rapture before Amy, then shook hands all round, and every one began to talk.
‘Where is John?’ asked Meg, anxiously.
‘Stopped to get the license for tomorrow, ma’am.’
‘Which side won the last match, Teddy?’ inquired Jo, who persisted in feeling an interest in manly sports, despite her nineteen years.
‘Ours, of course. Wish you’d been there to see.’
‘How is the lovely Miss Randal?’ asked Amy, with a significant smile.
‘More cruel than ever; don’t you see how I’m pining away?’ and Laurie gave his broad chest a sounding slap, and heaved a melodramatic sigh.
‘What’s the last joke? Undo the bundle and see, Meg,’ said Beth, eyeing the knobby parcel with curiosity.
‘It’s a useful thing to have in the house in case of fire or thieves,’ observed Laurie as a small watch-man’s rattle appeared amid the laughter of the girls.
‘Any time when John is away, and you get frightened, Mrs Meg, just swing that out of the front window, and it will rouse the neighborhood in a jiffy. Nice thing, isn’t it?’ and Laurie gave them a sample of its powers that made them cover up their ears.
‘There’s gratitude for you! and, speaking of gratitude, reminds me to mention that you may thank Hannah for saving your wedding-cake from destruction. I saw it going into your house as I came by, and if she hadn’t defended it manfully I’d have had a pick at it, for it looked like a remarkably plummy one.’
‘I wonder if you will ever grow up, Laurie,’ said Meg, in a matronly tone.
‘I’m doing my best, ma’am, but can’t get much higher, I’m afraid, as six feet is about all men can do in these degenerate days,’ responded the young gentleman, whose head was about level with the little chandelier. ‘I suppose it would be profanation to eat anything in this brand-new bower, so, as I’m tremendously hungry, I propose an adjournment,’ he added, presently.
‘Mother and I are going to wait for John. There are some last things to settle,’ said Meg, bustling away.
‘Beth and I are going over to Kitty Bryant’s to get more flowers for tomorrow,’ added Amy, tying a picturesque hat over her picturesque curls, and enjoying the effect as much as anybody.
‘Come, Jo, don’t desert a fellow. I’m in such a state of exhaustion I can’t get home without help. Don’t take off your apron, whatever you do; it’s peculiarly becoming,’ said Laurie, as Jo bestowed his especial aversion in her capacious pocket, and offered him her arm to support his feeble steps.
‘Now, Teddy, I want to talk seriously to you about tomorrow,’ began Jo, as they strolled away together. ‘You must promise to behave well, and not cup up any pranks, and spoil our plans.’
‘Not a prank.’
‘And don’t say funny things when we ought to be sober.’
‘I never do; you are the one for that.’
‘And I implore you not to look at me during the ceremony; I shall certainly laugh if you do.’
‘You won’t see me; you’ll be crying so hard that the thick fog round you will obscure the prospect.’
‘I never cry unless for some great affliction.’
‘Such as old fellows going to college, hey?’ cut in Laurie, with a suggestive laugh.
‘Don’t be a peacock. I only moaned a trifle to keep the girls company.’
‘Exactly. I say, Jo, how is grandpa this week; pretty amiable?’
‘Very; why, have you got into a scrape, and want to know how he’ll take it?’ asked Jo, rather sharply.
‘Now Jo, do you think I’d look your mother in the face, and say “All right,” if it wasn’t?’ – and Laurie stopped short, with an injured air.
‘No, I don’t.’
‘Then don’t go and be suspicious; I only want some money,’ said Laurie, walking on again, appeased by her hearty tone.
‘You spend a great deal, Teddy.’
‘Bless you, I don’t spend it; it spends itself, somehow, and is gone before I know it.’
‘You are so generous and kind-hearted, that you let people borrow, and can’t say “No” to any one. We heard about Henshaw, and all you did for him. If you always spent money in that way, no one would blame you,’ said Jo, warmly.
‘Oh, he made a mountain out of a mole-hill. You wouldn’t have me let that fine fellow work himself to death, just for the want of a little help, when he is worth a dozen of us lazy chaps, would you?’
‘Of course not; but I don’t see the use of your having seventeen waistcoats, endless neckties, and a new hat every time you come home. I thought you’d got over the dandy period; but every now and then it breaks out in a new spot. Just now it’s the fashion to be hideous; to make your head look like a scrubbing brush, wear a straitjacket, orange gloves, and clumping, square-toed boots. If it was cheap ugliness, I’d say nothing; but it costs as much as the other, and I don’t get any satisfaction out of it.’
Laurie threw back his head, and laughed so heartily at this attack, that the felt-basin fell off, and Jo walked on it, which insult only afforded him an opportunity for expatiating on the advantages of a rough-and-ready costume, as he folded up the maltreated hat, and stuffed it into his pocket.
‘Don’t lecture any more, there’s a good soul; I have enough all through the week, and like to enjoy myself when I come home. I’ll get myself up regardless of expense, tomorrow, and be a satisfaction to my friends.’
‘I’ll leave you in peace if you’ll only let your hair grow. I’m not aristocratic, but I do object to being seen with a person who looks like a young prize-fighter,’ observed Jo, severely.
‘This unassuming style promotes study; that’s why we adopt it,’ returned Laurie, who certainly could not be accused of vanity, having voluntarily sacrificed a handsome, curly crop, to the demand for quarter of an inch long stubble.
‘By the way, Jo, I think that little Parker is really getting desperate about Amy. He talks of her constantly, writes poetry, and moons about in a most suspicious manner. He’d better nip his little passion in the bud, hadn’t he?’ asked Laurie, in a confidential, elder-brotherly tone, after a minute’s silence.
‘Of course he had; we don’t want any more marrying in this family for years to come. Mercy on us, what are the children thinking of!’ and Jo looked as much scandalized as if Amy and little Parker were not yet in their teens.
‘It’s a fast age, and I don’t know what we are coming to, ma’am. You are a mere infant, but you’ll go next, Jo, and we’ll be left lamenting,’ said Laurie, shaking his head over the degeneracy of the times.
‘Me! don’t be alarmed; I’m not one of the agreeable sort. Nobody will want me, and it’s a mercy, for there should always be one old maid in a family.’
‘You won’t give any one a chance,’ said Laurie, with a sidelong glance, and a little more color than before in his sunburnt face. ‘You won’t show the soft side of your character; and if a fellow gets a look at it by accident, and can’t help showing that he likes it, you treat him as Mrs Gummidge did her sweetheart; throw cold water over him, and get so thorny no one dares touch or look at you.’
‘I don’t like that sort of thing; I’m too busy to be worried with nonsense, and I think it’s dreadful to break up families so. Now don’t say any more about it; Meg’s wedding has turned all our heads, and we talk of nothing but lovers and such absurdities. I don’t wish to get raspy, so let’s change the subject;’ and Jo looked quite ready to fling cold water on the slightest provocation.
Whatever his feelings might have been, Laurie found a vent for them in a long low whistle, and the fearful prediction, as they parted at the gate, – ‘Mark my words, Jo, you’ll go next.’
2
The First Wedding
THE JUNE ROSES over the porch were awake bright and early on that morning, rejoicing with all their hearts in the cloudless sunshine, like friendly little neighbors, as they were. Quite flushed with excitement were their ruddy faces, as they swung in the wind, whispering to one another what they had seen; for some peeped in at the dining-room windows, where the feast was spread, some climbed up to nod and smile at the sisters, as they dressed the bride, others waved a welcome to those who came and went on various errands in garden, porch and hall, and all, from the rosiest full-blown flower to the palest baby-bud, offered their tribute of beauty and fragrance to the gentle mistress who had loved and tended them so long.
Meg looked very like a rose herself; for all that was best and sweetest in heart and soul, seemed to bloom into her face that day, making it fair and tender, with a charm more beautiful than beauty. Neither silk, lace, nor orange flowers would she have. ‘I don’t want to look strange or fixed up, today,’ she said; ‘I don’t want a fashionable wedding, but only those about me whom I love, and to them I wish to look and be my familiar self.’
So she made her wedding gown herself, sewing into it the tender hopes and innocent romances of a girlish heart. Her sisters braided up her pretty hair, and the only ornaments she wore were the lilies of the valley, which ‘her John’ liked best of all the flowers that grew.
‘You do look just like our own dear Meg, only so very sweet and lovely, that I should hug you if it wouldn’t crumple your dress,’ cried Amy, surveying her with delight, when all was done.
‘Then I am satisfied. But please hug and kiss me, every one, and don’t mind my dress; I want a great many crumples of this sort put into it today;’ and Meg opened her arms to her sisters, who clung about her with April faces, for a minute, feeling that the new love had not changed the old.
‘Now I’m going to tie John’s cravat for him, and then to stay a few minutes with father, quietly in the study;’ and Meg ran down to perform these little ceremonies, and then to follow her mother wherever she went, conscious that in spite of the smiles on the motherly face, there was a secret sorrow hidden in the motherly heart, at the flight of the first bird from the nest.
As the younger girls stand together, giving the last touches to their simple toilet, it may be a good time to tell of a few changes which three years have wrought in their appearance; for all are looking their best, just now.
Jo’s angles are much softened; she has learned to carry herself with ease, if not grace. The curly crop has been lengthened into a thick coil, more becoming to the small head atop of the tall figure. There is a fresh color in her brown cheeks, a soft shine in her eyes; only gentle words fall from her sharp tongue today.
Beth has grown slender, pale, and more quiet than ever; the beautiful, kind eyes, are larger, and in them lies an expression that saddens one, although it is not sad itself. It is the shadow of pain which touches the young face with such pathetic patience; but Beth seldom complains, and always speaks hopefully of ‘being better soon.’
Amy is with truth considered ‘the flower of the family’; for at sixteen she has the air and bearing of a full-grown woman – not beautiful, but possessed of that indescribable charm called grace. One saw it in the lines of her figure, the make and motion of her hands, the flow of her dress, the droop of her hair – unconscious, yet harmonious, and as attractive to many as beauty itself. Amy’s nose still afflicted her, for it never would grow Grecian; so did her mouth, being too wide, and having a decided under-lip. These offending features gave character to her whole face, but she never could see it, and consoled herself with her wonderfully fair complexion, keen blue eyes, and curls, more golden and abundant than ever.
All three wore suits of thin, silvery gray (their best gowns for the summer), with blush roses in hair and bosom; and all three looked just what they were – fresh-faced, happy-hearted girls, pausing a moment in their busy lives to read with wistful eyes the sweetest chapter in the romance of womanhood.
There were to be no ceremonious performances; everything was to be as natural and homelike as possible; so when Aunt March arrived, she was scandalized to see the bride come running to welcome and lead her in, to find the bridegroom fastening up a garland that had fallen down, and to catch a glimpse of the paternal minister marching upstairs with a grave countenance, and a wine bottle under each arm.
‘Upon my word, here’s a state of things!’ cried the old lady, taking the seat of honor prepared for her, and settling the folds of her lavender moiré with a great rustle. ‘You oughtn’t to be seen till the last minute, child.’
‘I’m not a show, aunty, and no one is coming to stare at me, to criticize my dress, or count the cost of my luncheon. I’m too happy to care what any one says or thinks, and I’m going to have my little wedding just as I like it. John, dear, here’s your hammer,’ and away went Meg to help ‘that man’ in his highly improper employment.
Mr Brooke didn’t even say ‘Thank you,’ but as he stooped for the unromantic tool, he kissed his little bride behind the folding-door, with a look that made Aunt March whisk out her pocket-handkerchief, with a sudden dew in her sharp old eyes.
A crash, a cry, and a laugh from Laurie, accompanied by the indecorous exclamation, ‘Jupiter Ammon! Jo’s upset the cake again!’ caused a momentary flurry, which was hardly over, when a flock of cousins arrived, and ‘the party came in,’ as Beth used to say when a child.
‘Don’t let that young giant come near me; he worries me worse than mosquitoes,’ whispered the old lady to Amy, as the rooms filled, and Laurie’s black head towered above the rest.
‘He has promised to be very good today, and he can be perfectly elegant if he likes,’ returned Amy, gliding away to warn Hercules to beware of the dragon, which warning caused him to haunt the old lady with a devotion that nearly distracted her.
There was no bridal procession, but a sudden silence fell upon the room as Mr March and the young pair took their places under the green arch. Mother and sisters gathered close, as if loath to give Meg up; the fatherly voice broke more than once, which only seemed to make the service more beautiful and solemn; the bridegroom’s hand trembled visibly, and no one heard his replies; but Meg looked straight up in her husband’s eyes, and said, ‘I will!’ with such tender trust in her own face and voice, that her mother’s heart rejoiced, and Aunt March sniffed audibly.
Jo did not cry, though she was very near it once, and was only saved from a demonstration by the consciousness that Laurie was staring fixedly at her, with a comical mixture of merriment and emotion in his wicked black eyes. Beth kept her face hidden on her mother’s shoulder, but Amy stood like a graceful statue, with a most becoming ray of sunshine touching her white forehead and the flower in her hair.
It wasn’t at all the thing, I’m afraid, but the minute she was fairly married, Meg cried, ‘The first kiss for Marmee!’ and, turning, gave it with her heart on her lips. During the next fifteen minutes she looked more like a rose than ever, for every one availed themselves of their privileges to the fullest extent, from Mr Laurence to old Hannah, who, adorned with a head-dress fearfully and wonderfully made, fell upon her in the hall, crying, with a sob and a chuckle, ‘Bless you, deary, a hundred times! The cake ain’t hurt a mite, and everything looks lovely.’
Everybody cleared up after that, and said something brilliant, or tried to, which did just as well, for laughter is ready when hearts are light. There was no display of gifts, for they were already in the little house, nor was there an elaborate breakfast, but a plentiful lunch of cake and fruit, dressed with flowers. Mr Laurence and Aunt March shrugged and smiled at one another when water, lemonade, and coffee were found to be the only sorts of nectar which the three Hebes carried round. No one said anything, however, till Laurie, who insisted on serving the bride, appeared before her with a loaded salver in his hand, and a puzzled expression on his face.
‘Has Jo smashed all the bottles by accident?’ he whispered, ‘or am I merely laboring under a delusion that I saw some lying about loose this morning?’
‘No; your grandfather kindly offered us his best, and Aunt March actually sent some, but father put away a little for Beth, and despatched the rest to the Soldier’s Home. You know he thinks that wine should only be used in illness, and mother says that neither she nor her daughters will ever offer it to any young man under her roof.’
Meg spoke seriously, and expected to see Laurie frown or laugh; but he did neither, – for after a quick look at her, he said, in his impetuous way, ‘I like that; for I’ve seen enough harm done to wish other women would think as you do!’
‘You are not made wise by experience, I hope?’ and there was an anxious accent in Meg’s voice.
‘No; I give you my word for it. Don’t think too well of me, either; this is not one of my temptations. Being brought up where wine is as common as water, and almost as harmless, I don’t care for it; but when a pretty girl offers it, one don’t like to refuse, you see.’
‘But you will, for the sake of others, if not for your own. Come, Laurie, promise, and give me one more reason to call this the happiest day of my life.’
A demand so sudden and so serious, made the young man hesitate a moment, for ridicule is often harder to bear than self-denial. Meg knew that if he gave the promise he would keep it at all costs; and, feeling her power, used it as a woman may for her friend’s good. She did not speak, but she looked up at him with a face made very eloquent by happiness, and a smile which said, ‘No one can refuse me anything today.’ Laurie, certainly, could not; and, with an answering smile, he gave her his hand, saying, heartily, ‘I promise, Mrs Brooke!’
‘I thank you, very, very much.’
‘And I drink “Long life to your resolution,” Teddy,’ cried Jo, baptizing him with a splash of lemonade, as she waved her glass, and beamed approvingly upon him.
So the toast was drunk, the pledge made, and loyally kept, in spite of many temptations; for, with instinctive wisdom, the girls had seized a happy moment to do their friend a service, for which he thanked them all his life.
After lunch, people strolled about, by twos and threes, through house and garden, enjoying the sunshine without and within. Meg and John happened to be standing together in the middle of the grass-plot, when Laurie was seized with an inspiration which put the finishing touch to this unfashionable wedding.
‘All the married people take hands and dance round the new-made husband and wife, as the Germans do, while we bachelors and spinsters prance in couples outside!’ cried Laurie, galloping down the path with Amy, with such infectious spirit and skill that every one else followed their example without a murmur. Mr and Mrs March, Aunt and Uncle Carrol, began it; others rapidly joined in; even Sallie Moffat, after a moment’s hesitation, threw her train over her arm, and whisked Ned into the ring. But the crowning joke was Mr Laurence and Aunt March; for when the stately old gentleman chasséed solemnly up to the old lady, she just tucked her cane under her arm, and hopped briskly away to join hands with the rest, and dance about the bridal pair, while the young folks pervaded the garden, like butterflies on a midsummer day.
Want of breath brought the impromptu ball to a close, and then people began to go.
‘I wish you well, my dear; I heartily wish you well; but I think you’ll be sorry for it,’ said Aunt March to Meg, adding to the bridegroom, as he led her to the carriage, ‘You’ve got a treasure, young man, – see that you deserve it.’
‘That is the prettiest wedding I’ve been to for an age, Ned, and I don’t see why, for there wasn’t a bit of style about it,’ observed Mrs Moffat to her husband, as they drove away.
‘Laurie, my lad, if you ever want to indulge in this sort of thing, get one of those little girls to help you, and I shall be perfectly satisfied,’ said Mr Laurence, settling himself in his easy-chair to rest, after the excitement of the morning.
‘I’ll do my best to gratify you, sir,’ was Laurie’s unusually dutiful reply, as he carefully unpinned the posy Jo had put in his buttonhole.
The little house was not far away, and the only bridal journey Meg had was the quiet walk with John, from the old home to the new. When she came down, looking like a pretty Quakeress, in her dove-colored suit and straw bonnet tied with white, they all gathered about her to say ‘good-by,’ as tenderly as if she had been going to make the grand tour.
‘Don’t feel that I am separated from you, Marmee dear, or that I love you any the less for loving John so much,’ she said, clinging to her mother, with full eyes, for a moment. ‘I shall come every day, father, and expect to keep my old place in all your hearts, though I am married. Beth is going to be with me a great deal, and the other girls will drop in now and then to laugh at my housekeeping struggles. Thank you all for my happy wedding-day. Good-by, good-by!’
They stood watching her with faces full of love, and hope, and tender pride, as she walked away, leaning on her husband’s arm, with her hands full of flowers, and the June sunshine brightening her happy face, – and so Meg’s married life began.
3
Artistic Attempts
IT TAKES PEOPLE a long time to learn the difference between talent and genius, especially ambitious young men and women. Amy was learning this distinction through much tribulation; for, mistaking enthusiasm for inspiration, she attempted every branch of art with youthful audacity. For a long time there was a lull in the ‘mud-pie’ business, and she devoted herself to the finest pen-and-ink drawing, in which she showed such taste and skill, that her graceful handiwork proved both pleasant and profitable. But overstrained eyes soon caused pen and ink to be laid aside for a bold attempt at poker-sketching. While this attack lasted, the family lived in constant fear of a conflagration; for the odor of burning wood pervaded the house at all hours; smoke issued from attic and shed with alarming frequency, red-hot pokers lay about promiscuously, and Hannah never went to bed without a pail of water and the dinner-bell at her door, in case of fire. Raphael’s face was found boldly executed on the under side of the moulding board, and Bacchus on the head of a beer barrel; a chanting cherub adorned the cover of the sugar bucket, and attempts to portray ‘Garrick buying gloves of the grisette,’ supplied kindlings for some time.
From fire to oil was a natural transition for burnt fingers, and Amy fell to painting with undiminished ardor. An artist friend fitted her out with his cast-off palettes, brushes, and colors, and she daubed away, producing pastoral and marine views, such as were never seen on land or sea. Her monstrosities in the way of cattle would have taken prizes at an agricultural fair; and the perilous pitching of her vessels would have produced sea-sickness in the most nautical observer, if the utter disregard to all known rules of ship building and rigging had not convulsed him with laughter at the first glance. Swarthy boys and dark-eyed Madonnas staring at you from one corner of the studio, did not suggest Murillo; oily brown shadows of faces, with a lurid streak in the wrong place, meant Rembrandt; buxom ladies and dropsical infants, Rubens; and Turner appeared in tempests of blue thunder, orange lightning, brown rain, and purple clouds, with a tomato-colored splash in the middle, which might be the sun or a buoy, a sailor’s shirt or a king’s robe, as the spectator pleased.
Charcoal portraits came next; and the entire family hung in a row, looking as wild and crocky as if just evoked from a coal-bin. Softened into crayon sketches, they did better; for the likenesses were good, and Amy’s hair, Jo’s nose, Meg’s mouth, and Laurie’s eyes were pronounced ‘wonderfully fine.’ A return to clay and plaster followed, and ghostly casts of her acquaintances haunted corners of the house, or tumbled off closet shelves on to people’s heads. Children were enticed in as models, till their incoherent accounts of her mysterious doings caused Miss Amy to be regarded in the light of a young ogress. Her efforts in this line, however, were brought to an abrupt close by an untoward accident, which quenched her ardor. Other models failing her for a time, she undertook to cast her own pretty foot, and the family were one day alarmed by an unearthly bumping and screaming; and, running to the rescue, found the young enthusiast hopping wildly about the shed, with her foot held fast in a pan-full of plaster, which had hardened with unexpected rapidity. With much difficulty and some danger, she was dug out; for Jo was so overcome with laughter while she excavated, that her knife went too far, cut the poor foot, and left a lasting memorial of one artistic attempt, at least.
After this Amy subsided, till a mania for sketching from nature set her to haunting river, field, and wood, for picturesque studies, and sighing for ruins to copy. She caught endless colds sitting on damp grass to book ‘a delicious bit,’ composed of a stone, a stump, one mushroom, and a broken mullein stalk, or ‘a heavenly mass of clouds,’ that looked like a choice display of feather-beds when done. She sacrificed her complexion floating on the river in the midsummer sun, to study light and shade, and got a wrinkle over her nose, trying after ‘points of sight,’ or whatever the squint-and-string performance is called.
If ‘genius is eternal patience,’ as Michael Angelo affirms, Amy certainly had some claim to the divine attribute, for she persevered in spite of all obstacles, failures, and discouragements, firmly believing that in time she should do something worthy to be called ‘high art.’
She was learning, doing, and enjoying other things, meanwhile, for she had resolved to be an attractive and accomplished woman, even if she never became a great artist. Here she succeeded better; for she was one of those happily created beings who please without effort, make friends everywhere, and take life so gracefully and easily, that less fortunate souls are tempted to believe that such are born under a lucky star. Everybody liked her, for among her good gifts was tact. She had an instinctive sense of what was pleasing and proper, always said the right thing to the right person, did just what suited the time and place, and was so self-possessed that her sisters used to say, ‘If Amy went to court without any rehearsal beforehand, she’d know exactly what to do.’
One of her weaknesses was a desire to move in ‘our best society,’ without being quite sure what the best really was. Money, position, fashionable accomplishments, and elegant manners, were most desirable things in her eyes, and she liked to associate with those who possessed them; often mistaking the false for the true, and admiring what was not admirable. Never forgetting that by birth she was a gentlewoman, she cultivated her aristocratic tastes and feelings, so that when the opportunity came, she might be ready to take the place from which poverty now excluded her.
‘My lady,’ as her friends called her, sincerely desired to be a genuine lady, and was so, at heart, but had yet to learn that money cannot buy refinement of nature, that rank does not always confer nobility, and that true breeding makes itself felt in spite of external drawbacks.
‘I want to ask a favor of you, mamma,’ Amy said, coming in with an important air, one day.
‘Well, little girl, what is it?’ replied her mother, in whose eyes the stately young lady still remained ‘the baby.’