This is my personal prayer journal to God and my perceived answers from God to my spirit. I have been God’s child since I was four and I am now in my sixties and my Father has been patient with my growth most of the time. I have been an elementary teacher in Christian schools for forty-some years. I have been married to my husband during those years. He recently died and is with God in heaven. My two grown sons and I are God’s children. I am being more than honest in this book because my need for closeness with God overcame my need to not be real.